The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
When he stopped, the inexplicable sense of danger which had visited him
had not vanished; it was alive within him.
In the wood the soft night sighed sadly.... And later Marcel had reason
to remember this hour when he had run through the shadows towards
something intoxicating and to be feared--which was love.
CHAPTER IV
A MORNING AT LA CHÊNAIE
“I’ve come to take away your children,” said Jean Berlier to Madame
Guibert after he had shaken hands with her.
“Don’t take them from me, please,” she answered softly. And she smiled
her delicate sweet smile. The young man had surprised her seated under
the chestnut trees at work, near the front of the old house. She had
put on her spectacles to see the stitches of her needlework. Soon she
called to Marcel and Paule, who were walking about in the garden at a
little distance. And when they were coming down the weed-grown path she
inquired almost timidly:
“Are you going to La Chênaie?”
“Yes,” answered Jean, “for a game of croquet or tennis.”
Then, as if he regretted his words, he added:
“If you like, Madame, I will say no more about it.”
“Oh, no. Marcel needs diversion and exercise--he has been used to an
active life. And my little Paule has lived too long with her old
mother.”
She never gives a thought to herself and her loneliness.
Madame Guibert always welcomed Jean almost maternally. When quite a
little child he had played at Le Maupas as one of her own. He was
the only son of a barrister, who was the glory of the Chambéry bar.
An orphan at an early age, Jean had been brought up by rather an
eccentric, original old uncle, brother to the boy’s mother, who forgot
everybody, even his nephew, in his devotion to his garden. This M.
Loigny lived near the town, on the Cognin road, in a little house
smothered in roses. He cultivated his garden and edited a guide to
the names of roses. Thus every minute of his life was taken up, and
he never quite knew how long it was when Jean was away on duty in the
Algerian Tirailleurs. When he came home every eighteen months on leave,
his uncle immediately told him all about his latest discoveries in the
rose family, thereby thinking he was giving him proofs of the greatest
affection!
When Marcel and Paule appeared in the Avenue, Jean told them that they
were expected at La Chênaie.
“And too,” he said to Marcel, “you owe Madame Dulaurens a call after
the Battle of Flowers, don’t you? This is a good opportunity of paying
it and getting a game of croquet at the same time.”
“That is true,” agreed the captain.
“You will come with us, Mademoiselle Paule?” asked Jean Berlier.
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