The Ffolliots of RedmarleyHarker, L. Allen (Lizzie Allen)
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The Ffolliots of Redmarley
Harker, L. Allen (Lizzie Allen)
Mate selection -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Reggie was very modern. He built no altar to Mary in his heart nor did
he set her image in a sacred shrine apart. He had no use for anyone in
a shrine. He wanted a comrade, and he craved this particular comrade
with all the intensity of a well-disciplined, entirely practical
nature. He was not in the least conceited, but he knew that if he
lived he would "get there," and the fact that he never had had, or ever
would have, sixpence beyond the pay he earned did not deter him in his
quest a single whit. Mary wouldn't have sixpence either. He knew the
Redmarley rent-roll to a halfpenny. Mrs Ffolliot frankly talked over
her affairs with him ever since he left Woolwich, and more than once
his shrewd judgment unravelled some tangle which Mr Ffolliot's
singularly unbusiness-like habits had created. He knew very well that
were it not for General Grantly the boys could never have got the
chance each was to get. That General Grantly was spending the money he
would have left his daughter at his death in helping her children now
when they needed it most. Mary and he were young and strong. They
could rough it at first. Afterwards--he had no fears about that
afterwards if Mary cared.
But would Mary care?
Reggie felt none of the qualms of a more sensitive man in making love
to a very young girl who might certainly, both as regarded looks and
social position, be expected to make an infinitely better marriage. He
was assailed by no misgivings as to what might be thought of the man
who made use of his position as almost a son of the house to make love
to this girl hardly out of the schoolroom.
It was Mr Ffolliot's business to guard against such possibilities.
If, however, he might be called unscrupulous on that score, his sense
of fairness was stronger than his delicacy; for where the latter proved
no obstacle, the former decided him that it would not be playing the
game to make open love to Mary till she had "been out a bit," and he
laid down the poker with a smothered oath.
He had gone further than he intended that afternoon and he was
sorry--but not very sorry. "There's no harm in letting her know I'm in
the running," he reflected. "I hope it will sink in. Otherwise she
might stick me down in the same row with Grantly and the twins, which
is the last thing in the world I want."
He was glad he had told her about that story, even if it revealed him
in an unfavourable light. "If she ever cares for me, and God help me
if she doesn't--she must care for me as I really am, an ugly devil with
some brains and a queer temper. I'll risk no disillusionment
afterwards. She must see plenty of other chaps first--confound them;
but if any one out of the lot shows signs of making a dart I'll cut in
first, I won't wait another minute, I'm damned if I will."
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