New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Women -- Suffrage -- United States -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Same old Edith! A wave of tenderness swept over me for her--faults and
all. "Of course we'll come," I laughed. "I'll arrange it."
I knew in a flash that I should never quarrel with my sister-in-law
again. She was no more to blame than a child with a taste for sweets.
Why feel bitterness and rancor? She was only a victim of her environment
after all. My tenderness--was a revelation. I hadn't realized that
tolerance had been part of my soul's growth--tolerance even toward the
principles from which I had once fled in righteous indignation.
Tom dropped in at Van de Vere's some time in the spring.
"Looks like a woman's business," he almost sneered, critically surveying
the striped walls of the reception-room; and later, "Impractical and
affected, I call it," he said. "If I was building a house I'd steer
clear of any such place as this."
"Wait a minute," I replied pleasantly. "Come with me," and I took Tom
into the well-lighted rooms at the rear, where our workers were engaged,
at the time, on a rush order. "Does that look affected, Tom?" I asked.
"Every one of those girls is living a decent and self-respecting life,
many of them are helping in their family finances; and besides, the few
stockholders of Van de Vere's are going to get a ten per cent dividend
on their holdings next year. Does that strike you as impractical and
affected, too?"
Tom looked at me, shut his mouth very tight, and shook his head. "I
suppose all this takes the place of babies in your life. It wouldn't
satisfy some women ten minutes. Elise wouldn't give up one of her babies
for a business paying thirty per cent."
"But Tom," I replied calmly. "We all can't marry. Some of us----"
"_You_ could have. This is not natural. 'Tisn't according to nature. No,
sir. Abnormal. Down here in New York living like a man. What do you want
to copy men for? Why don't you devote yourself to becoming an ideal
woman, Ruth? That's what I want to know. I don't approve of this sort of
thing at all."
I felt no anger. I felt no impulse to strike back. I had reached such an
elevation on my mountain of Self-discovery, as Esther would have put it,
that I commanded vision at last. Tom and his ideas did not obstruct my
progress, like the huge blow-down that he had once been in my way,
against which I had blindly beaten my fists raw. I had found my way
around Tom. I could look down now and see him in correct proportion to
other objects in the world about me. I saw from my height that such
obstructions as Tom could be circumvented--a path worn around him, as
more and more girls pursued the way I had chosen. I looked down and
perceived, already, girls trooping after me. There was no use hacking
away at Tom any more. Nature herself removes blow-downs on
mountain-trails in time, by a process of slow rot and disintegration.
When time accomplishes the same with the Toms of the world then we
shan't need even to walk around. We can walk over!
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