New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Women -- Suffrage -- United States -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I hope you are safe tonight. You can always call on me. I will always
come. Don't be afraid. And when you are unhappy, write to me. I shall
understand. You are not hard, you are not heartless. You are tender and
sensitive. Only your armor is made of flint. You are not changeable and
vacillating. They didn't know. You are brave and conscientious." With
some such words as these last did I write to Ruth before I slept that
night. I believed in her as I never had before. I cherished her with my
soul.
This is what had happened in Hilton. After Ruth had left the room the
afternoon of her inquisition, the rest of us had sat closeted in serious
consultation for two hours or more. It was after five when we emerged.
To Edith's inquiry as to Ruth's whereabouts, a maid explained that Miss
Ruth had left word that she was going to walk out to the Country Club,
and would return in time for supper at seven. I went upstairs to my
room. A feeling of despair possessed me. I sat down and gazed out of
the window. A maid knocked lightly as I sat staring and came in with a
letter.
"Miss Ruth told me to wait until you were alone and then to give you
this," she explained.
I thanked her and she departed. I locked the door, then tore open Ruth's
note to me and read it.
"Dear Lucy," it said. "I cannot help but overhear some of the
conversation. Obviously, Tom is shouting so I may get the
benefit of his remarks without effort. I must get out of this
horrible place. How can I endure to meet the disapproval and
bitterness and hatred--yes, _hatred_--when they come filing out
upon me from that room across the hall. How can I sit down to
supper with them all, ask for bread--for water? How can I keep
up this farce of polite speech? I can't.
"You are in favor of my going away somewhere. I can hear you
urging them. Well, then, if you are, let me go _now_--tonight. I
can't go back with you tomorrow. Even though I am hard and
heartless, don't ask me to run the risk of seeing Bob by mistake
just now. I can't see him now. I can't. I _won't_ stay here at
Edith's. I won't go with Tom. This isn't the Middle Ages. Then
if ultimately I am to go away, alone somewhere, let me go
immediately. After I've gone the responsibility of giving me
permission will be lifted from Tom's shoulders. Don't you see?
You can argue with him to better advantage if the step has been
taken.
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