But, when the hot night came, and the day’s warfare was over, there
would ever come upon Conover an odd sense of emptiness, of lonely
depression. More than once, absent-mindedly, he caught himself planning
to banish the feeling by picking up his hat and hurrying across to
Desirée’s home. Then, with a slight shock, he would remember that
Desirée was in the Adirondacks and that he was--alone.
He had always known the absent girl was necessary to his happiness;
that without her he was a loveless, unlovable financial machine. But
now he realized with a sick ache at his heart how utterly he had grown
to depend upon her actual presence--on the constant knowledge that she
was near. When this, his first clumsy effort at self-analysis, had
been worked out, Caleb laughed at himself for a fool. But there was as
little merriment in the laugh as with most mortals who seek to evoke
self-amusement from the same cause.
It was in one of these desolate moods, after a twelve-hour day’s
ceaseless work, that it occurred to Conover one evening to call on
Letty Standish. He had not for a moment abandoned his idea of making
her his wife. But that would come in due time; and meanwhile he had
been busy with matters that could not be so readily postponed. True,
he had at last paid the deferred dinner call. But Miss Standish, the
butler had said, was not at home. Twice he had repeated the visit, and
both times had been met by the same message. This did not strike him as
at all peculiar. In summer, people were apt to be out of doors. Perhaps
to-night he might find her at home. At all events, the walk would
lighten his loneliness.
Painfully donning his highest collar, gayest tie and new cream-colored
crash suit, the Fighter turned his face toward Pompton Avenue. As he
neared the Standish house, the murmur of voices, occasional bursts
of low laughter and the idle twanging of a guitar reached his ears.
Several people were grouped on the piazza. So interested were they in a
story one of their number was telling that Caleb stood on the topmost
step before his approach was noticed.
Letty, following eagerly each tone of the narrator’s voice, in search
of the psychological moment for laughing, looked up to see Conover
towering over her, bulking huge against the dying dusk. Her involuntary
little cry brought the story to a premature close.
It was Caine, who, sitting back among the shadows, rose as usual to the
situation.
“Hello, old chap!” he said, cordially, as he came forward, “You loomed
up before us like a six-by-four ghost. Letty,--”
Miss Standish had recovered herself sufficiently to welcome the late
arrival with a deprecatory effort at cordiality and to introduce him
to three or four young people of the neighborhood who dropped in for an
informal summer’s evening chat.
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