A life-ambition,--all-compelling even if unworthy of a strong man,--was
wilfully to be foregone. He, who had ever fought with all that was
within him for the gratification of his few desires, must now forever
abandon the earliest and greatest of them all. On the very eve of his
career’s most complete victory he must for all time lay aside the sword.
Something like a sigh broke from between his blue-cold lips. The sound
made the girl stir ever so slightly in her sleep. Caleb glanced down in
alarm, dreading lest he had broken her slumber. There, against his arm
rested Desirée’s upturned face. The dark silken lashes lay peacefully
above the sleep-flushed cheeks. She was so little, so helpless, so
wonderful, to the eyes bending above her! Inexpressibly precious
to him always; a thousand-fold more so, now, in the hour of his
renunciation of all else for love of her.
A wave of undreamed-of tenderness swept over Conover; possessing him to
the utter extinction of every other thought or passion; sweeping away
in its headlong rush all vestige of doubts and regrets. In an instant
of blinding soul-light he saw once and for all the futility of what he
had abandoned; the God-given marvel of what he had won in its place.
The battle was over. Caleb Conover had lost--and won. In his heart he
knew he was no longer the Fighter; no more a seeker for Dead-Sea Fruit.
His battles, social and financial, were at an end. This coming clash at
the Legislature,--this mission on which Desirée was dispatching him,
her true knight, to save the fortunes of others,--should be his last
field. After that, a new, strange peace!--and Desirée!
Defiantly, Conover glared out into the night, beyond the smoking
remnant of the fire; as though challenging the ghosts of slain
ambitions to rise again before him that he might confound them all by
merely pointing at the girl who slept in his arms. She--the mere sight
of her--should be his reply to their taunts.
Something in his own look or attitude stirred a latent chord of memory.
He recalled, by an odd turn of thought, a double-page drawing in one of
the English weeklies that he had long ago seen at Desirée’s:--
A rocky hillock whereon sat a man clad in skins;--in his arms
an unconscious woman whose long hair streamed over her loose
robe;--confronting the twain a shadowy, armored goddess into whose
commanding eyes the skin-clad man was staring with an awed courage born
of desperation. Beneath the picture were the lines:
“_So grüsse mir Walhall! Grüsse mir Wotan! Grüsse mir Wälse und alle
Helden! Zu ihnen folg’ ich dir nicht!_”
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