“‘Local physician?’” mocked Caleb. “Here, Hawarden! Sit down there an’
tel’graph to Dr. Hawes an’ Dr. Clay at Granite. Tell ’em to come here
in a rush an’ bring along the best nurses they can find. Tel’graph my
office in my name to give ’em a Special an’ to clear the tracks for
’em. Tel’graph to Noo York, too, for the best specialists they’ve got.
An--”
“I’m afraid, sir” interposed the clergyman, “there is no use in sending
to New York. No doctor there could reach Magdeburg--in time.”
“You do’s I say!” Caleb ordered the lad. Then turning fiercely on Mr.
Grant he demanded:
“What d’you mean by sayin’ he won’t get here on time? She’s goin’ to
get well, if a couple of million dollars worth of med’cal ’tention can
cure her. If not--”
“If not, sir,” said the clergyman, speaking tenderly as a father, “we
must bear God’s will. For such as she there is no fear. She has the
white soul of a child. She will go out of this lesser life of ours
borne on the strong arm of Christ. She--”
“No ‘fear’ for her?” yelled Conover, catching but a single phrase in
the other’s attempt at comfort, “Who the hell is fearin’ for _her_?
That girl’s fit to look on God’s own face an’ live. It’s for _me_ that
I’m afraid. For _me_ that I’m afraid. For _me_ that she’d leave to live
on without her through all the damned dreariness of the years. What’d
there be in it for _me_ to know she was in heaven? I want _her_. I want
her _here_. With _me_! An’ she’d rather be with me. I know she would.
I’d make her happier’n all the angels that ever--”
“You don’t mean to blaspheme,” said the clergyman, “You are not
yourself. She is brave. She knows no dread. Can’t you be as brave
as she is,--for _her_ sake? She is learning that Death is no longer
terrible when one is close enough to see the kind eyes behind the mask.
I know how black an hour this is for you. But God will help you if only
you will carry your grief to Him. When man can endure no more, He sends
Peace. If--”
The door of the inner room opened, and a bearded man emerged. He paused
on the threshold at sight of Caleb. The Fighter thrust him bodily
aside, without ceremony; entered the room the doctor had just quitted
and closed the door behind him.
The light burned low. In the centre of the big white bed,--a
pathetically tiny figure,--lay Desirée. Her wonderful hair flowed loose
over the pillow. The little face, white, pain-drawn, yet smiling joyous
welcome from its great eyes, turned eagerly toward her lover. With an
effort whose anguish left her lips gray she stretched forth her arms to
him.
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