The long mixed train crawling into the stockyards at Omaha, with its
ice-encased wheels, its fringe of icicles pendant from the eaves, and
snow from the wind-swept plains of western Nebraska piled on the roofs,
looked like an Arctic Special.
Kate stood on the rear platform of the swaying caboose looking with
wearied unkindled eyes at the myriad lights of the first city she had
ever seen. Those eyes were dark-circled with fatigue, her face streaked
with soft coal soot, while the wrinkled riding skirt in which she had
slept was soiled and torn. Her fleece-lined canvas coat was buttoned to
the throat, and she leaned negligently against the rail, watching from
under the broad brim of her Stetson the twinkling lights increase.
It had been Kate's intention when she left Prouty to catch a fast
passenger train and meet her sheep at a feeding station a few miles
outside of Omaha, but the violence of the storm had changed her plans
and she had remained to spend many tedious hours waiting on side-tracks,
and this, together with the work of unloading to feed and water, and
insufficient sleep, had brought her as near exhaustion as she ever had
found herself.
There was no eagerness in the sheep woman's face, only the impersonal
curiosity of a spectator at a display in which he had no part. She
accepted as a matter of course the fact that she would be here, as she
was at home, an outsider, an alien.
Kate saw nothing interesting or unusual in what she had done--it was all
in the day's work. She was merely one of innumerable stock raisers
bringing the results of months and years of patient effort to the great
stock market of the west. As she looked listlessly at the dark
silhouette of tanks and towers, skyscrapers and gable roofs, at
countless threads of smoke going straight up in the still air from the
great hive of industry and life, she wondered at her apathy, at the fact
that there was no anticipation in her mind.
Her face darkened. Had Prouty, along with other things, robbed her of
the capacity for enjoyment? Had it crushed out of her the last remnant
of the spirit of youth? Was she old, already hopelessly old at heart?
Her feeling toward the town gradually had crystallized into a cold
animus, silent and unwavering, but now, as she suddenly whirled about
and looked into the red winter sunset where, back there, beyond the
Beyond, Prouty lay, a wave of hatred surged over her, to make her tingle
to the finger tips.
Usually Prouty was personified in her mind as a hulking coward, bullying
the weak, fawning upon the strong, with no guiding principle in life
save self-interest, but to-night, as she visualized it across the
intervening miles, snow-bound, wind-swept, desolate, it was in the guise
of a shivering pauper, miserable in his present, fearful of his future.
Her grip tightened on the rail of the swaying caboose and all the
envenomed bitterness of her nature was in her choking voice as she said
between her teeth:
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