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“When you marry, Aileen,” her mother used to say to her, “we’ll have a
grand time here. Sure we’ll do the house over then, if we don’t do it
before. Eddie will have to fix it up, or I’ll do it meself. Never
fear.”
“Yes—well, I’d rather you’d fix it now,” was her reply.
Butler himself used to strike her jovially on the shoulder in a rough,
loving way, and ask, “Well, have you found him yet?” or “Is he hanging
around the outside watchin’ for ye?”
If she said, “No,” he would reply: “Well, he will be, never fear—worse
luck. I’ll hate to see ye go, girlie! You can stay here as long as ye
want to, and ye want to remember that you can always come back.”
Aileen paid very little attention to this bantering. She loved her
father, but it was all such a matter of course. It was the commonplace
of her existence, and not so very significant, though delightful
enough.
But how eagerly she yielded herself to Cowperwood under the spring
trees these days! She had no sense of that ultimate yielding that was
coming, for now he merely caressed and talked to her. He was a little
doubtful about himself. His growing liberties for himself seemed
natural enough, but in a sense of fairness to her he began to talk to
her about what their love might involve. Would she? Did she understand?
This phase of it puzzled and frightened Aileen a little at first. She
stood before him one afternoon in her black riding-habit and high silk
riding-hat perched jauntily on her red-gold hair; and striking her
riding-skirt with her short whip, pondering doubtfully as she listened.
He had asked her whether she knew what she was doing? Whither they were
drifting? If she loved him truly enough? The two horses were tethered
in a thicket a score of yards away from the main road and from the bank
of a tumbling stream, which they had approached. She was trying to
discover if she could see them. It was pretense. There was no interest
in her glance. She was thinking of him and the smartness of his habit,
and the exquisiteness of this moment. He had such a charming calico
pony. The leaves were just enough developed to make a diaphanous
lacework of green. It was like looking through a green-spangled arras
to peer into the woods beyond or behind. The gray stones were already
faintly messy where the water rippled and sparkled, and early birds
were calling—robins and blackbirds and wrens.
“Baby mine,” he said, “do you understand all about this? Do you know
exactly what you’re doing when you come with me this way?”
“I think I do.”
She struck her boot and looked at the ground, and then up through the
trees at the blue sky.
“Look at me, honey.”
“I don’t want to.”
“But look at me, sweet. I want to ask you something.”
“Don’t make me, Frank, please. I can’t.”
“Oh yes, you can look at me.”
“No.”
She backed away as he took her hands, but came forward again, easily
enough.
“Now look in my eyes.”
“I can’t.”
“See here.”
“I can’t. Don’t ask me. I’ll answer you, but don’t make me look at
you.”
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