Capitalists and financiers -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
Parents are frequently inclined, because of a time-flattered sense of
security, to take their children for granted. Nothing ever has
happened, so nothing ever will happen. They see their children every
day, and through the eyes of affection; and despite their natural charm
and their own strong parental love, the children are apt to become not
only commonplaces, but ineffably secure against evil. Mary is naturally
a good girl—a little wild, but what harm can befall her? John is a
straight-forward, steady-going boy—how could he get into trouble? The
astonishment of most parents at the sudden accidental revelation of
evil in connection with any of their children is almost invariably
pathetic. “My John! My Mary! Impossible!” But it is possible. Very
possible. Decidedly likely. Some, through lack of experience or
understanding, or both, grow hard and bitter on the instant. They feel
themselves astonishingly abased in the face of notable tenderness and
sacrifice. Others collapse before the grave manifestation of the
insecurity and uncertainty of life—the mystic chemistry of our being.
Still others, taught roughly by life, or endowed with understanding or
intuition, or both, see in this the latest manifestation of that
incomprehensible chemistry which we call _life_ and personality, and,
knowing that it is quite vain to hope to gainsay it, save by greater
subtlety, put the best face they can upon the matter and call a truce
until they can think. We all know that life is unsolvable—we who think.
The remainder imagine a vain thing, and are full of sound and fury
signifying nothing.
So Edward Butler, being a man of much wit and hard, grim experience,
stood there on his doorstep holding in his big, rough hand his thin
slip of cheap paper which contained such a terrific indictment of his
daughter. There came to him now a picture of her as she was when she
was a very little girl—she was his first baby girl—and how keenly he
had felt about her all these years. She had been a beautiful child—her
red-gold hair had been pillowed on his breast many a time, and his
hard, rough fingers had stroked her soft cheeks, lo, these thousands of
times. Aileen, his lovely, dashing daughter of twenty-three! He was
lost in dark, strange, unhappy speculations, without any present
ability to think or say or do the right thing. He did not know what the
right thing was, he finally confessed to himself. Aileen! Aileen! His
Aileen! If her mother knew this it would break her heart. She mustn’t!
She mustn’t! And yet mustn’t she?
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