“Ah, there you are!”--and he turned off afresh and as if almost in
disgust. It left her visibly perplexed--though even the perplexed
Cornelia was still the exceedingly pointed; but he had come to her aid
after another turn. “Remember, please, that I’m pretty well as old as
you.”
She had all her point at least, while she bridled and blinked, for this.
“You’re exactly a year and ten months older.”
It checked him there for delight. “You remember my birthday?”
She twinkled indeed like some far-off light of home. “I remember every
one’s. It’s a little way I’ve always had--and that I’ve never lost.”
He looked at her accomplishment, across the room, as at some striking,
some charming phenomenon. “Well, _that’s_ the sort of thing I want!” All
the ripe candour of his eyes confirmed it.
What could she do therefore, she seemed to ask him, but repeat her
question of a moment before?--which indeed presently she made up her
mind to. “Do you want to marry _me?_”
It had this time better success--if the term may be felt in any degree
to apply. All his candour, or more of it at least, was in his slow,
mild, kind, considering head-shake. “No, Cornelia--not to _marry_ you.”
His discrimination was a wonder; but since she was clearly treating him
now as if everything about him was, so she could as exquisitely meet it.
“Not at least,” she convulsively smiled, “until you’ve honourably tried
Mrs. Worthingham. Don’t you really _mean_ to?” she gallantly insisted.
He waited again a little; then he brought out: “I’ll tell you
presently.” He came back, and as by still another mere glance over
the room, to what seemed to him so much nearer. “That table was old
Twelfth-Street?”
“Everything here was.”
“Oh, the pure blessings! With you, ah, with you, I haven’t to wear a
green shade.” And he had retained meanwhile his small photograph, which
he again showed himself. “Didn’t we talk of Mary Cardew?”
“Why, do you remember it?” She marvelled to extravagance.
“You make me. You connect me with it. You connect it with we.” He liked
to display to her this excellent use she thus had, the service she
rendered. “There are so many connections--there will be so many. I
feel how, with you, they must all come up again for me: in fact you’re
bringing them out already, just while I look at you, as fast as ever you
can. The fact that you knew every one--!” he went on; yet as if there
were more in that too than he could quite trust himself about.
“Yes, I knew every one,” said Cornelia Rasch; but this time with perfect
simplicity. “I knew, I imagine, more than you do--or more than you did.”
It kept him there, it made him wonder with his eyes on her. “Things
about _them_--our people?”
“Our people. Ours only now.”
Ah, such an interest as he felt in this--taking from her while, so far
from scowling, he almost gaped, all it might mean! “Ours indeed--and it’s
awfully good they are; or that we’re still here for them! Nobody else
is--nobody but you: not a cat!”
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