So, at any rate, he had never let go his sense of certain differences, he had done everything he could to keep it up--whereby everything that was vulgar was on the wrong side of his line. He had believed, for a series of strange, oppressed months, that Kate Cookham’s manners and tone were on the right side; she had been governess--for young children--in two very good private families, and now had classes in literature and history for bigger girls who were sometimes brought by their mammas; in fact, coming in one day to look over his collection of students’ manuals, and drawing it out, as so many did, for the evident sake of his conversation, she had appealed to him that very first time by her apparently pronounced intellectual side--goodness knew she didn’t even then by the physical!--which she had artfully kept in view till she had entangled him past undoing. And it had all been but the cheapest of traps--when he came to take the pieces apart a bit--laid over a brazen avidity. What he now collapsed for, none the less--what he sank down on a chair at a table and nursed his weak, scared sobs in his resting arms for--was the fact that, whatever the trap, it held him as with the grip of sharp murderous steel. There he was, there he was; alone in the brown summer dusk--brown through _his_ windows--he cried and he cried. He shouldn’t get out without losing a limb. The only question was which of his limbs it should be. Before he went out, later on--for he at last felt the need to--he could, however, but seek to remove from his face and his betraying eyes, over his washing-stand, the traces of his want of fortitude. He brushed himself up; with which, catching his stricken image a bit spectrally in an old dim toilet-glass, he knew again, in a flash, the glow of righteous resentment. Who should be assured against coarse usage if a man of his really elegant, perhaps in fact a trifle over-refined or “effete” appearance, his absolutely gentlemanlike type, couldn’t be? He never went so far as to rate himself, with exaggeration, a gentleman; but he would have maintained against all comers, with perfect candour and as claiming a high advantage, that he was, in spite of that liability to blubber, “like” one; which he _was_ no doubt, for that matter, at several points. Like what lady then, who could ever possibly have been taken for one, was Kate Cookham, and therefore how could one have anything--anything of the intimate and private order--out with her fairly and on the plane, the only possible one, of common equality? He might find himself crippled for life; he believed verily, the more he thought, that that was what was before him. But be ended by seeing this doom in the almost redeeming light of the fact that it would all have been because he was, comparatively, too aristocratic. Yes, a man in his station couldn’t afford to carry that so far--it must sooner or later, in one way or another, spell ruin. Never mind--it was the only thing he could be.