The time went slowly by. The rain fell, and it was cold. Elizabeth lay
down in the great square bed, and presently she slept, lulled by the
steady dropping of the rain. She slept, and in her sleep she dreamed
that she was sinking fathoms deep in a stormy, angry sea. Far overhead,
she could hear the clash of the waves, and the long, long sullen roar of
the swelling storm. And she went down and down into a black darkness
that was deeper than any night—down, till she lost the roar of the storm
above, down until all sound was gone, and she was alone in a black
silence that would never lift or break again. Her soul was cold and
blind, and most unendurably alone. Then something touched her, something
that was warm. There came upon her that strange sense of home-coming,
which comes to us in dreams, when love comes back to us across the
sundering years, and all the pains of life, the pains of death, vanish
and are gone, and we are come home—home to the place where we would be.
In her dream Elizabeth was come home. It was so long, so long, that she
had wandered—so many years, so many lands—such weary feet and such a
weary way. Now she was come home.
She stirred and opened her eyes. The rain had ceased. The room was dark,
but the moon shone, for a single shaft struck between the curtains and
lay above the bed like a silver feather dropped from some great passing
wing.
Elizabeth was awake. She saw these things. She was come home. David’s
arms were about her in the darkness.
CHAPTER XX
THE WOMAN OF THE DREAM
Oh, was it in the dead of night,
Or in the dark before the day,
You came to me and kneeling, knew
The thing that I would never say?
There was no star, nor any moon,
There was no light from pole to pole,
And yet you saw the secret thing,
That I had hid within my soul.
You saw the secret and the shrine,
You bowed your head and went your way—
Oh, was it in the dead of night,
Or in the dark that brings the day?
For the next fortnight Elizabeth lived in a dream from which she
scarcely woke by day. The dream life—the dream love—the dream
itself—these became her life. In the moments that came nearest the
waking she trembled, because if the dream was her life, the waking would
be death. But for the rest of the time she walked in a trance. Earth
budded, and the birds built nests. The green of woodland places went
down under a flood of bluebells. The children made cowslip balls. All
day long the sun shone out of a blue sky, and at night David came to
her. Always he came at night, and went away in the dawn. And he
remembered nothing.
Once she put her face to his in the darkness, and said:
“Oh, David, won’t you remember—won’t you ever remember? Am I only the
Woman of the Dream? When will you remember?”
Then David was troubled in his dream, and stirred and went from her an
hour before the time of his going.
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