The days slid by. They had been pleasant days for David, too. For some
time past he had been aware of a change in himself—a ferment. His old
passion for Mary was dust. He looked back upon it now, and saw it as a
delirium of the senses, a thing of change and fever. It was gone. He
rejoiced in his freedom and began to look forward to the time when he
and Elizabeth would enter upon a married life founded upon friendship,
companionship, and good fellowship. He had no desire to fall in love
with Elizabeth, to go back to the old storms of passion and unrest. He
cared a good deal for Elizabeth. When she was his wife he would care for
her more deeply, but still on the same lines. He hoped that they would
have children. He was very fond of children. And then, after he had
planned it all out in his own mind, he became aware of the change, the
ferment. What he felt did not come into the plan at all. He disliked it
and he distrusted it, but none the less the change went on, the ferment
grew. It was as if he had planned to walk on a clear, wide upland, under
a still, untroubled air. In his own mind he had a vision of such a
place. It was a place where a man might walk and be master of himself,
and then suddenly—the driving of a mighty wind, and he could not tell
from whence it came, or whither it went. The wind bloweth where it
listeth. In those September days the wind blew very strongly, and as it
blew, David came slowly to the knowledge that he loved Elizabeth. It was
a love that seemed to rise in him from some great depth. He could not
have told when it began. As the days passed, he wondered sometimes
whether it had not been there always, deep amongst the deepest springs
of thought and will. There was no fever in it. It was a thing so strong
and sane and wholesome that, after the first wonder, it seemed to him to
be a part of himself, a part which, missing, he had lost balance and
mental poise.
He spoke to Elizabeth as usual, but he looked at her with new eyes. And
he, too, waited.
He came home one day to find the household in a commotion. It appeared
that Sarah had scalded her hand, Elizabeth was out, and Mrs. Havergill
was divided between the rival merits of flour, oil, and a patent
preparation which she had found very useful when suffering from
chilblains. She safeguarded her infallibility by remarking, that there
was some as held with one thing and some as held with another. She also
observed, that “scalds were ’orrid things.”
“Now, there was an ’ousemaid I knew, Milly Clarke her name was, she
scalded her hand very much the same as you ’ave, Sarah, and first thing,
it swelled up as big as my two legs and arter that it turned to
blood-poisoning, and the doctors couldn’t do nothing for her, pore
girl.”
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