Miss Palliser laughed. "Shiela Cardross refused the Van Dieman son and
heir--if you think that might be an explanation of the cattishness."
"Really?" asked Virginia, without interest. "Where did you hear that
gossip?"
"From our vixenish tabby herself. The thin and vindictive are usually
without a real sense of humour. I rather suspected young Jan Van
Dieman's discomfiture. He left, you know, just after Garret arrived,"
she added demurely.
Virginia raised her eyes at the complacent inference; but even curiosity
seemed to have died out in her, and she only said, languidly:
"You think she cares for Garret? And you approve?"
"I think I'd approve if she did. Does that astonish you?"
"Not very much."
Virginia seemed to have lost all spirit. She laughed rarely, nowadays.
She was paler, too, than usual--paler than was ornamental; and pallor
suited her rather fragile features, too. Also she had become curiously
considerate of other people's feelings--rather subdued; less ready in
her criticisms; gentler in judgments. All of which symptoms Constance
had already noted with incredulity and alarm.
"Where did you and Louis Malcourt go this afternoon?" she asked,
unpegging her hair.
"Out to the beach. There was nothing there except sky and water, and a
filthy eagle dining on a dead fish."
Miss Palliser waited, sitting before her dresser; but as Virginia
offered no further information she shook out the splendid masses of her
chestnut hair and, leaning forward, examined her features in the mirror
with minute attention.
"It's strange," she murmured, half to herself, "how ill Jim Wayward has
been looking recently. I can't account for it."
"I can, dear," said Virginia gently.
Constance turned in surprise.
"How?"
"Mr. Malcourt says that he is practising self-denial. It hurts, you
know."
"What!" exclaimed Constance, flushing up.
"I said that it hurts."
"Such a slur as that harms Louis Malcourt--not Mr. Wayward!" returned
Constance hotly.
Virginia repeated: "It hurts--to kill desire. It hurts even before habit
is acquired ... they say. Louis Malcourt says so. And if that is
true--can you wonder that poor Mr. Wayward looks like death? I speak in
all sympathy and kindness--as did Mr. Malcourt."
So _that_ was it! Constance stared at her own fair face in the mirror,
and deep into the pained brown eyes reflected there. The eyes suddenly
dimmed and the parted mouth quivered.
So that was the dreadful trouble!--the explanation of the recent change
in him--the deep lines of pain from the wing of the pinched nostril--the
haunted gaze, the long, restless silences, the forced humour and its
bitter flavour tainting voice and word!
And she had believed--feared with a certainty almost hopeless--that it
was his old vice, slowly, inexorably transforming what was left of the
man she had known so long and cared for so loyally through all these
strange, confusing years.
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