The First Canadians in France: The Chronicle of a Military Hospital in the War ZoneBell, F. McKelvey (Frederick McKelvey)
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The First Canadians in France: The Chronicle of a Military Hospital in the War Zone
Bell, F. McKelvey (Frederick McKelvey)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Hospitals -- France; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, Canadian
It might be all, but it surely was enough. There is nothing more
pitiable than the sight of a strong, active young man, trembling
continuously like an aspen leaf. Shell-shock, that strange, intangible
condition which leaves its victims nervous wrecks for months or years,
was uncommon in the early days of the war, but with the advent of
thousands of guns is much more common now.
We chatted with him for a little while, and then continued our
pilgrimage to the larger wards. Nursing Sister Medoc, a tall graceful
girl, a typical trained nurse, met us at the door.
"Here’s a strange case, Major," she remarked, as she pointed to one of
the new arrivals who had just been placed in bed. "He is quite insane
and thinks he is still in the trenches, but he refuses to speak."
"He must be insane if he won’t speak to you, Sister," Reggy suggested
facetiously.
"That will be quite enough from you, young man," she returned with calm
severity.
Sister Medoc preceded us into the ward, and Reggy whispered
confidentially in my ear:
"Do you know, you can’t ’jolly’ our trained nurses—they’re too clever.
Sometimes I think they’re scarcely human."
"You’re quite right, Reggy," I returned consolingly, "too many are
divine."
Reggy looked as if he would have liked to argue the point, but by this
time we had reached the bedside of our patient. I addressed a few words
to him, but he made no response and returned my look with a fixed and
discomfiting stare. I wondered how, if he refused to talk, the nurse
could tell he believed himself still in the trenches.
The riddle was shortly solved. Turning on his side and leaning on one
elbow, he grasped the bar at the head of the bed and cautiously drew
himself up until he could look over the "parapet." He shaded his eyes
with one hand and gazed fearfully for a moment or two into the mists of
"No Man’s Land." Then quickly raising his elbow in an attitude of
self-defence, he shrank back, listening intently to some sound we could
not hear, and suddenly, with a low cry of alarm, dived beneath the
sheets (into the trench) as the imaginary shell went screaming over his
head.
As soon as it had passed he was up at the "parapet" again, straining his
eyes and ears once more. His nostrils dilated tremulously as his breath
came in quick short gasps. His upper lip curled in anger, and in that
grim moment of waiting for the German charge, his teeth snapped firmly
together and every muscle of his body was tense.
By the strained look in his eyes we knew the enemy was almost upon
him—Reggy and I in the forefront. With a wild cry of hate and fury he
sprang at us, lunging forward desperately with his bayonet. Reggy
backed precipitately against me, but before he had time to speak our
assailant, with a shiver of horror, had retreated into his "dug-out."
"Thank the Lord that was only an imaginary bayonet!" Reggy gasped; "I
could hear my finish ringing the door bell."
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