“Two or three long moments she gazed with those horror-struck eyes; then
a frightful shriek broke from her drawn, death-like lips. She who could
sleep after turning love into hate, life into death, would have fled into
hell to escape the eyes of the dead! Insensibility is not courage. Wake
in the scornfullest mortal the conviction that one of the disembodied
stands before him, and he will shiver like an aspen-leaf. Scream followed
scream. Volition or strength, whichever it was that had left me,
returned. I backed from the room, went noiseless from the house, and
fled, as if she had been the ghost, and I the mortal. Would I had been
the spectre for which she took me!”
Here uncle Edward again spoke.
“Small wonder she screamed, the wretch!” he cried: “that was her second
dose of the horrible that night! You found the door unbolted because I
had been there before you. I too entered her room, and saw her asleep as
you describe. I went close to her bedside, and cried out, 'Where is my
brother?' She woke, and fainted, and I left her.”
“Then,” said I, “when she came to herself, thinking she had had a bad
dream, she rearranged her hair, and went to sleep again!”
“Just so, I daresay, little one!” answered uncle Edward.
“I had not yet begun to think what I should do, when I found myself at
our little inn,” the manuscript continues. “No idea of danger to myself
awoke in my mind, nor was there any cause to heed such an idea, had it
come. Nobody there knew the one from the other of us. Not many would know
there were two of us. Any one who saw me twice, might well think he had
seen us both. If my brother's body were found in the valley stream, it
was not likely to be recognized, or to be indeed recognizable. The only
one who could tell what happened at the top of the fall, would hardly
volunteer information. But, while I knew myself my brother's murderer, I
thought no more of these sheltering facts than I did of danger. I made it
no secret that my brother had gone over the fall. I went to the foot of
the cataract, thence to search and inquire all down the stream, but no
one had heard of any dead body being found. They told me that the poor
gentleman must, before morning, have been far on his way to the Danube.
“Giving up the quest in despair, I resigned myself to a torture which has
hitherto come no nearer expending itself than the consuming fire of God.
“I dared not carry home the terrible news, which must either involve me
in lying, or elicit such confession as would multiply tenfold my father's
anguish, and was in utter perplexity what to do, when it occurred to me
that I ought to inquire after letters at the lodging where last we had
lived together. Then first I learned that both my father and my elder
brother, your father, little one, were dead.
“The sense of guilt had not destroyed in me the sense of duty. I did not
care what became of the property, but I did care for my brother's child,
and the interests of her succession.
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