The Flower of the Flock, Volume 1 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 1 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
“Oh, Helen! my own noble beautiful one, my life’s treasure, it will be
death to me to part with you. I cannot, will not, go: I will submit to
any sacrifice rather. I will not be torn from you, for, in truth, it
will break my heart.”
“Hugh, dearest, do not give way thus,” she rejoined, as her youthful
companion, under the intense pressure of his feelings, suffered his head
to fall upon her neck, and sobbed passionately; “this is not like you,
Hugh: I have seen you brave enough in desperate peril--come, be brave
now. Remember you are making yourself unhappy upon a surmise only.”
“Would I could view it only as a surmise, Helen,” he returned, sadly.
“Unhappily, I have too much occasion for faith in the presentiment which
oppresses me.”
“Mere childishness, Hugh! We have parted before, but only to meet
again, and with increased happiness. You quitted me hopefully, you have
returned to me joyously; why not again?”
“It is clear, Helen,” he said, raising up his head, and dashing away
the tear which yet trembled on his cheek, “that you can contemplate a
separation with calmness and firmness.”
“In expectation of meeting you soon again, certainly,” she replied.
His quick ear detected a slight coolness, and a little impatience in the
tone.
“But in expectation of not soon meeting again?” he asked, sharply and
with misgiving.
“Why imagine that which is not likely to happen?” she returned,
pettishly.
“I have told you that it _will_ happen.”
“Hugh, I do not comprehend what of late has possessed you,” she retorted
in the same fretful voice. “You have suffered the most ridiculous
fancies and chimeras to seize upon your brain, and you not only make
yourself miserable, but you seem to wish to compel everybody else to
become so.”
“Helen, you wrong me.”
“Indeed, I fear I do not. Even to-night, when you must have been
conscious that to accomplish a meeting with you was to me next to an
impossibility, you insisted upon my complying with your request, and you
bring me here only to entertain me with a string of doubts and fears,
which are not worthy of you.”
He started, and released her hand, of which, until now, he had retained
possession.
“You do not love me, Helen!” he exclaimed, passionately, as he recoiled
from her.
“Not love you, Hugh,” she replied, throwing up her head angrily; “you
are ungrateful, sir. Ask your reason. At what sacrifice have I paused
for you? You, at least, have had proof that my love for you was of no
ordinary character; you----”
“Oh, Helen!” he cried falling upon his knees before her, “pardon me,
forgive me! I am frenzied at the prospect of losing you. I do love you
so fondly, so dearly, so madly, that death in any shape seems to me
preferable to being torn from you for years. You are my heart’s idol,
its worship--my adoration; and if I am captious, full of strange
conceptions and dread misgivings, attribute it alone to my passion for
you, my Helen, my beloved!”
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