The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
She was progressing now in the world’s favour--she was more prosperous
than she had ever been--she was lifted out of a state of the hardest and
poorest paid toil; the world seemed to begin to smile in earnest upon
her. To go back into a species of obscurity with Helen was to deaden, if
not destroy, all those brighter hopes which, without making them known
to mortal, she had shaped and fashioned and pressed to her heart--it
was, in fact, to renew under yet harder terms her desperate battle with
life.
All these considerations struck her with their full force. The sacrifice
required was of herself, not for herself.
She gazed thoughtfully--pained thought it was--upon Helen’s beautiful
but woe-stricken face. She perceived the lines of acute misery which
already had begun to display themselves, and it flashed across her brain
at the instant that if she said nay to Helen’s prayer, Helen would go
alone into secrecy among strangers, friendless and heart-broken.
Lotte supported the trembling, earnest, agonized suppliant in her arms.
“If I had not found a friend in my extremity,” she whispered to her, “I
had perished. We will go away from here together, and let the world say
what it may of me, I am innocent of ill-doing. I can justify myself in
the eyes of the Almighty, and I need care little for what others may
unkindly believe; I may be humble, but you shall find me, Miss
Grahame, a true friend. I will sustain you to the last in your terrible
affliction to the best of my power: so compose and calm yourself as well
as you can, and leave the rest to me.”
“Oh, Lotte, Lotte!” sobbed Helen, kissing her cheek, passionately. “My
more than friend, how can I be ever sufficiently grateful to you?”
“Not a word--not a word!” cried Lotte, putting her hand gently before
her mouth, and conducting her tenderly to a seat.
By eight o’clock the next evening, Lotte and her companion had removed
from their late abode, without leaving behind them a clue to their new
address.
Lotte had managed well. She had no debts, so it was not likely that
there would be any active inquiries after her when she had left. Her
late landlady, who liked all her lodgers to be the patterns of prudence
and quietude, was not, after the two appearances of Mr. Bantom,
altogether disturbed at losing the two young girls, especially as they
had from the first declined her advances, repudiated her familiarity,
and had at no time been seduced by her into the sin of gossiping.
She knew nothing about their private affairs, from first to last; she,
therefore, did not trouble herself to inquire whither they were going,
or why they had left her house. She wished, if anything, for inquirers,
if there happened to be any, to conclude that she had herself given them
warning.
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