The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
“Eva, darling,” she said, with fervent impressiveness, “I ask you--I
implore you--to confide in me; to be truthful and unreserved. I will not
judge you harshly; be this the proof. I have erred, sinfully, shamefully
erred, and my grievous error has brought with it no light punishment.
Listen! Like you, I was by accident thrown into the society of one who
was personally and strikingly handsome, and whose tone of thought it
seemed to me closely resembled my own in all things. As we were then
situated, to have been constantly in each other’s society in the
presence of friends would have excited remark. We were both young and
sensitive, and were desirous of evading the jests of those by whom we
were surrounded, especially as observations respecting our liking for
each other were floating about among those who were eager to make most
thoughtless use of them. As, however, we had a fondness for each other’s
society, we eluded what we feared by contriving clandestine meetings.
Alas! alas! Eva, the dreadful consequences of those secret meetings;
the promptings of passion and love for each other, cast, in one fatal
moment, the rules of purity and innocence aside, and I became the
victim of my selfwill; a victim of that departure from truth and clear
integrity which commits no action the light of day may not shine upon.
Clandestine meetings forced upon me a dreadful secret; clandestine
meetings made me fly my home; clandestine meetings plunged me into trial
and affliction; horrors of which you can have no conception. Oh, my
dear, dear Eva! by the mercy of Heaven, I have been relieved from the
worse consequences of my sin and from the madness of an ignoble pride;
let me implore you, upon my knees, no more to consent to a secret
interview with anyone in man’s form again. What it may be necessary for
him to say or you to hear, should be said, after he, in the face of all
who are deeply interested in your welfare, has frankly acknowledged his
affection for you and honourably asked permission to address you, that
he may win and wear you before the whole world; then, indeed, he is
worthy of your love; then, indeed, may you in secret listen to the
ardent whispers of his passion. But oh, Eva, dear! not till then--not
till then.”
Eva, still embarrassed and confused, only wept, and, in so doing, yet
more affrighted Helen. She stole her arm about her waist, and said to
her, in a low, soft voice--
“You love this person, Eva, whoever he may be, that I see; now tell me,
darling, how and when he first declared his love for you, and induced
you to give him your heart?”
Eva looked up a little surprised.
“He never declared any love for me Helen, dear,” she replied, faintly.
“He does not love me; it is not likely he would.”
“Not love you?” asked Helen, with surprise.
“Oh, no!” she answered, “he never breathed one word about love to me.”
“But how has he treated you?” inquired Helen, with an astonished look.
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