The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
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“It may not be, Mark,” she said, decidedly, and then added with agonized
earnestness: “I am so grateful, so deeply grateful for your affection. I
will never, never suffer that gratitude to abate, nor will I ever cease
to love you as now--most fervently for that I am parting with you; but,
great as the grief I feel at our separation, Mark, it is less than the
consciousness of what I had done in consenting to wed you in the face
of the hostility of your father--nearest and dearest to you in blood
and affection--would make me eternally suffer; for well I know that
his peace of mind, yours, and that of the other members of your family,
would all, more or less, be injured by my act. No, Mark, I will bear
my trial--as--as--well as I can--all the lighter, because I have spared
those who fondly love you, and you who love them, from tearing asunder
those ties which bind you so closely together now.”
How her poor bosom heaved and her lips quivered as she said this.
“Lotte,” exclaimed Mark, with intense earnestness, “is my love for you--
my future happiness--to weigh nothing in the considerations by which you
are influenced to this harsh step?”
“Harsh, Mark; mostly to myself. I love you, Mark; let that be your
solace. No other man; I swear, shall ever receive the hand you have
kissed. You; after we have parted; you--will not forget me--no--no, I
do _not_ believe that--but you will meet with others in a higher sphere,
beautiful, accomplished, and engaging, more than I can ever hope to be,
and you----”
“Do not finish your sentence, Lotte,” cried Mark huskily. “You do not
love me, or you would not permit such a thought to enter your brain,” he
added reproachfully.
“Your doubt wounds my heart!” exclaimed Lotte, with evident pain. “I
will not reiterate what I have confessed to you on that point. I will
only add that I would have cheerfully married you, and joined in our
mutual support by my own labour, if such had been needful; I would have
done it with the proudest content, had circumstances been such that I
could have entered your family as an equal. This cannot be. I see the
disparity more strongly now, perhaps, than even he who has forbidden me
to approach his affinity; but, Mark, I could not consent to become your
wife and his daughter on other terms than your continued friendship
with him, without incurring contumely myself. It is wholly impossible
to change my opinions on this point; so Mark, dear Mark, let us bid each
other farewell. I am faint--oppressed--ill. I would part with you at
once----”
“And for ever!” said Mark, with burning eyes, as he forced the words
through his teeth.
She bowed her head.
“For ever!” she repeated.
“Lotte!” he exclaimed, with intense excitement, “I cannot argue this
point with you--I cannot. I will not bid you farewell--I dare not; yet,
girl, we shall never, never meet again!”
He almost shrieked those last words, and rushed out of the room.
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