The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
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Now Helen--especially in her affliction--had been affectionate and
tender in her behaviour to her, and had thus raised within her bosom a
degree of attachment to her which would pause at no sacrifice to secure
her happiness. She believed that if she were with Helen, she would be
able to minister to her comforts, solace her griefs, and smoothe away
by her loving gentleness many of her heart-cankering cares. At the same
time she would be with one who would appreciate her acts, respond to
them with warmth, and not repel the tributes of a most generous nature
with the cold precepts of frigid pride.
So she formed a design to leave home too, that she might live with
Helen; happier she felt she should be in privation and poverty with her,
than surrounded by luxury and pomp at home, unaccompanied by a soft
look or a kind word. In her deep anxiety to know where Helen had hidden
herself, she applied, through the means agreed upon, to Charley Clinton
to obtain the information. Well for her it was that his heart was full
of manly honour, for he took no advantage of her formidable error in
holding clandestine meetings with him. Well for her that the bland
language addressed to her at various times by Lester Vane had not
induced her to open her heart to him respecting her sister Helen,
her own position at home, and the form her wishes had taken. The
consequences of her unwitting error would have been evidenced in her
certain ruin.
As it was, Charley Clinton fell in love with her, but he kept the
knowledge of the fact confided to his own bosom. Firstly, he would not
for the realization of his uttermost wishes have betrayed the confidence
she reposed in him. Secondly, she appeared so elevated above him in
position that, whatever might be his adoration of her, he saw it was not
for him to plead a love-tale in her aristocratic ear. He treated
her, therfore, with the very highest respect, the most thoughtful
consideration, and the gentlest deference.
Evangeline appreciated his conduct to her fully. It was unusual and
delicious. She so wished to be loved that she might prove how much she
could love, and how pure and disinterested that love could be. She had
no clear idea of the actual consequences of raising such an emotion in
the breast of Charles Clinton. After the first two or three meetings,
she began to ponder on the difference between his treatment of her and
that of others. The servants of her father’s household, taking their
tone from the conduct of Mr. and Mrs. Grahame, were less respectful or
attentive to her than to any other member of the family. In the presence
of all at home, she felt herself to be an intruder--some one who was
of necessity obliged to be kept in the family, but most unwelcome,
nevertheless.
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