Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Of one thing the boy was grimly resolved. At exactly the moment the law
allowed him his freedom, he would find a girl somewhere and have a home
that should exhibit some claim toward beauty, cheerfulness and peace.
Who the girl might be was immaterial. To flee the horrible, fear-driven,
Scripture-surfeited place he had known from earliest boyhood was
becoming the greatest objective in existence. But meanwhile, what should
he do?
The question answered itself. The front door of his father’s house
opened and Johnathan himself emerged. He wore hat and coat. Down the
steps he started and in the opposite direction from where Nathan waited.
Before the boy could solve the mystery, his sister appeared. She ran
frantically for the place where she had left her brother.
“Natie!” she cried hysterically. “Natie—come quick! Something’s happened
to Ma!”
Across the street Nathan leaped and into the dark hallway. He bumped
into a door, stumbled over a chair, reached the kitchen.
His mother was seated on the floor, hammering her gnarled fists crazily
upon the linoleum. One of her legs stuck out, uncovered, from beneath
her body. Her spectacles were off, her face was swollen—as it usually
was swollen—with weeping.
“She’s having one of her spells!” cried the awe-struck sister. “You’ll
have to put her to bed—or do something!” The girl spoke as though they
were gazing down on a strange biological exhibit.
Mrs. Forge was only letting her nerves go in an enjoyable fit of
hysterics. But it was an epochal fit of hysterics. She pounded the floor
and she kicked her heels. She tore down her hair and ripped her
washed-out blue wrapper from her thin shoulders, leaving soiled
underclothes and rusty, broken corsets exposed.
“I’ll kill myself!” she shrieked. “I will! I will! I’ll not stand it
another day! I’ll kill myself!” She emphasized each “will” with a thump
of her tightly clenched fist upon the floor.
“Doctor Johnson told Pa once the quickest way to bring folks out of a
‘spell’ was to throw cold water on ’em!” suggested Edith. “You better
get the bucket, Nat. Give her a sloppin’—a good one!”
But Nat could not “give her a sloppin’.” He was suddenly overwhelmed
with pity.
“Come, mother,” he said. “Let me help you to bed!”
“I don’t want to go to bed! I want to kill myself! And I will! I will! I
will! Get me the butcher knife! Edith!—Nathan! Get the butcher knife!
Watch your mother kill herself.”
Edith started to cry. Nathan saw something should be done and he did it.
He stooped and picked up his mother. Though she fought and clawed his
face, he managed it. Bidding Edith go ahead with the lamp, he carried
his struggling mother up the stairs and into her chamber. There he laid
her on the bed.
“Undress her, Edie,” he ordered. “Get her into bed before Pa comes
back.”
“I dassent, Nat. I’m afraid.”
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