Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Likewise there was the Carlysle woman. Great, fine, much-to-be-desired
romance had come into Johnathan’s life at last.
And if he married her, still more emphatically than ever he could not go
home. He would be guilty of bigamy, and the authorities in the
States—who could never appreciate what a hard time Johnathan had endured
through twenty-five hectic years—had very strict ideas about bigamy. And
some day Mrs. Johnathan Forge, _née_ Carlysle, might want to go home.
Then how could he explain? What could he do?
Johnathan sighed and sloughed down in his chair. After all these years,
happiness was within his grasp and he could not grasp it. The world was
very hard. Hard! Hard! Hard!
There were other crosses in it, after all, besides Nathan.
II
Nathan went up to the desk and the Yates Hotel in Syracuse and asked for
his key and his mail.
He received a postcard from Milly—asking him to send her money—a
telephone and a gas bill which had been forwarded for payment, a letter
from young Ted Thorne, his sales manager, and a long narrow envelope
with a queer stamp. Nathan was puzzled by that stamp. It was a ten-sen
stamp. What foreign country had sen among their coinage and who should
be writing him from one of them?
He slit the envelope at the cigar counter while the clerk waited for him
to select his smokes from a proffered handful. Then a queer, hard
surprise smote him as he read:
Yokohama, Japan,
August 2, 1916.
Nathaniel Forge, Paris, Vt., U. S. A.
Dear Sir:
I write to you from a foreign land, afar from home, and an exile
from all I hold most dear. My life almost wrecked by a brainless
woman and thankless, unnatural children, here I sit in the
forty-eighth year of my age, trying not to see the awful past,
only to pierce the unknown future, and give you one last chance
to redeem yourself and call down upon your head your father’s
blessing.
You are perfectly aware, Nathaniel, of what my domestic life
was, for twenty-five fearful years. You, grown now to man’s
estate, realize that your father showed the mettle and stamina
to endure blindly for conscience’ sake and from his sense of
great, grim duty. If your rattle-brained marriage has turned out
happily, you know what your devoted father missed. If it has
turned out unhappily (for which you have no one to blame but
yourself!) you are tasting the fruits of all the wormwood and
aloes that was my potion since the first day I looked upon your
baby face and hugged you to my bosom with a father’s pride.
In either case, you should be in a position to sympathize with
me and at last pay your great debt to me by exerting yourself
there at home in a trifling matter in my behalf.
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