Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“It’s nothing but common sense, Ted. What’s the use of showing yourself
a mean, small-bored, surly little runt, rooting about the earth or
frothing cheap spleen, just because you haven’t had the chance to know
the right people? It’s this way, Ted: When I was a kid, and even later
in my ‘teens, I felt that I’d been handed a raw deal. I got an awful
dose of it, or thought I did—such a dose of it that, frankly, I began to
get curious about it. I couldn’t place any other construction on it
finally, Ted, but that somewhere, somehow, there was a purpose behind
it. Unconsciously these last few years, I’ve been searching to determine
just what that purpose could be. I’ve searched the Bible. I’ve read a
lot of what all the big thinkers in other ages have left behind. I’ve
watched people—other folks in trouble. Why should some fellows be born
with silver spoons in their mouths and a whole regiment of solicitous
relatives standing around at birth and afterward, to help them stir with
it, and other fellows have to scratch for themselves, buy their own
spoon and do most of their own stirring? Ted, there must be a reason
behind all this hodgepodge of life. Ever stop to think about it? Human
vicissitudes, Ted, seem to be the only things in the universe that
aren’t subject to pretty well-defined laws for pretty sharply defined
purposes. The seasons come and go—seed time and growing time and
harvest—for a purpose. Showers follow muggy weather—to water the thirsty
earth. Even the very nitrogen from our lungs in devitalized exhalation
becomes food for the fairest flowers. It’s a pretty intricate universe,
Ted, with precious little happening by chance. All but the ups and downs
of human life. Do you mean to tell me that human life, the highest
organism in all nature, runs hit-or-miss? I can’t believe it, Ted. The
very fact that there’s no apparent reason for all our ups and downs
convinces me there _is_ a reason. And it’s simple as dirt. There’s some
of us deficient in some attribute or other that only raw dealing and
struggle make strong. Others have follies and weaknesses. Sorrow and
hard luck burn the dross away or show the whole stuffing of us is dross
and not worth the Almighty monkeying with at all. The whole trouble
happens to be that we poor mortals don’t know what the assay of
ourselves was—before we came into the darned world and started living in
it in the first place. So we can’t know what we need and what we don’t
need. And we kick and we caterwaul and we revile and we squirm. Or we
show we’re only cheap stuff and ‘turn cynical’ as you call it. But I’m
beginning to believe, Ted, that people who let themselves sink into
self-pity and get cynical and rail against the ups and downs of life are
only cheating themselves. They’re probably deliberately knuckling under
on precisely the load of trial and tribulation they need to make them
strong—in this world—or for some other race—on some distant
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