Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“You might try and see—if you weren’t so awfully slow. That’s mostly the
trouble with you, Nathan—you’re slow!”
“And you won’t be mad——?”
“What if I am? A girl always loves the man who does things he wants,
whether she gets mad or not.” Bernie had secured this sort of thing
undoubtedly from her mother’s Pansy Series.
The boy’s embarrassment was so great that Bernice reached her hand out
to him, a soft, damp hand, though she looked in the opposite direction.
He took the hand, timidly at first, and considered it as Adam considered
the Apple.
He sat up beside her with a tremendous yawn, as though he had lain too
long and would change his position. As for the girl, she was a bit
frightened, white-faced. But an atavism in her blood was militant. She
was afraid and yet she wasn’t afraid. Any woman might explain it.
“Aw, can I really kiss you, Bernie?”
“I said so, didn’t I? And if you’re goin’ to do it, for pity’s sake,
hurry up!”
He leaned over and kissed her on a peach-blown cheek, searing hot and
zero cold by turns. And no more chaste kiss was ever given The Sex.
But Bernie responded in a way that Nathan never forgot. She turned
her face, her nostrils breathed into his own, she kissed
him—once!—twice!—three times!—heavy, impulsive, lumberous kisses,
squarely on his mouth.
The Forge boy wanted to flee or wanted to cry; he couldn’t quite decide
which. And because he couldn’t decide he stayed where he was and waited
for the rocking hysteria of reaction to pass.
“Let’s—let’s—do it again,” the girl suggested, as the boy sat stiffly,
vaguely remembering something about the eye of God being upon the sinner
even in the wilderness.
They went through that ecstasy again and again. And astounding to
record, the boy suddenly leaned over with his face on his arm.
“Natie Forge! What in the world is the matter?” cried the stupefied
girl.
“Dunno,” said the lad. “But somehow I feel we oughtn’t.”
“Well, I like that! Why oughtn’t we?”
“Dunno. And besides—it hurts!”
“Hurts? What hurts?”
“Didn’t you never have anything happen to you that felt so good it
hurt?”
“Well, you are a queer one!”
“I know. That’s what Pa’s always sayin’! And—and—everybody. I wish I
wasn’t!”
“Here I let you kiss me as much as you want and you make me feel as if I
was doin’ sumpin’ wicked. Nathan Forge—I’m mad! I never want to speak to
you again!”
“Aw, don’t be mad, Bernie. I didn’t mean nothin’! Honest!”
“Mother always said you were a yokel. I don’t know what it means but you
are one, all right.”
Under her exasperation the Dresden Doll was furious. She had lowered the
lattice of her modesty and knew it perfectly. A crass boy was vaguely
sounding a warning.
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