The Following of the Star: A RomanceBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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The Following of the Star: A Romance
Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
Clergy -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Missionaries -- Fiction
"'I couldn't let you go alone,' I said. Then, as I sat down
opposite to her, something--it may have been her own dainty
best attire--made me suddenly conscious of the shortness of
my serviceable skirt, and the roughness of my tweed. 'So I
am coming with you, after all,' I added; 'unless you think
me too countrified, in this get-up; and will be ashamed to
be seen with me in town!'
"Mrs. Mallory enveloped me, thick boots and all, in
grateful smiles.
"'Oh, of _course not_!' she said. '_Dear_ Mrs. Rivers! Of
course not! You are quite _too_ kind!'
"Now, will you believe it, David? Weeks afterwards she came
to me and said there was something she _must_ tell me, as
it was hindering her in her prayers, and she could not
enjoy 'fully restored communion,' until she had confessed
it, and thus relieved her mind.
"I thought the dear lady must, at the very least, have
forged my signature to a cheque. I sat tight, and told her
to proceed. She thereupon reminded me of that October
morning, and said that she _had_ thought my clothes
countrified, and _had_ felt ashamed to be seen with me in
town.
"Oh, David, can you understand how it hurt? When one had
given up the day, and raced to the station, and done it all
to help her in her trouble. It was not so much that she had
noticed that which was an obvious fact. It was the
pettiness of mind which could dwell on it for weeks, and
then wound the friend who had tried to be kind to her, by
bringing it up, and explaining it.
"I looked at her for a moment, absolutely at a loss what to
reply. At last I said: 'I am very sorry, Mrs. Mallory. But
had I stopped, on that morning, to change into town
clothes, I could not have caught your train.'
"'Oh, I know!' she cried, with protesting hands. 'It did
not matter at all. It is only that I felt I had not been
absolutely truthful.'
"Now, David--you, who are by profession a guide of doubting
souls, an expounder of problems of casuistry, a discerner
of the thoughts and intents of the heart--will you give me
a pronouncement on this question? In itself it may be a
small matter; but it serves to illustrate a larger problem.
"Which was the greater sin in Mrs. Mallory: to have lapsed
for a moment from absolute truthfulness; or, to wound
deliberately a friend who had tried to be kind to her? Am I
right in saying that such an episode is the outcome of the
workings of a morbid conscience? It is but one of many.
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