The Following of the Star: A RomanceBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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The Following of the Star: A Romance
Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
Clergy -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Missionaries -- Fiction
Was it a courtesy title when his first letter arrived, and the words _my
dear wife_ came round her in her shame, like strong protective arms?
All this time, had it meant even less to David than she had thought?
Often her punishment had seemed greater than she could bear. Often the
branding-iron of vain regret had seared her quivering heart.
But this--this was indeed the cruel pincers of the Roman torture-chamber
at her very breasts!
It had been just a courtesy title; and she had hugged it to her, as the
one thing which proved that--however little it might ever mean--at least
she was more to David than any one else on earth.
On earth! How much longer would he be on earth? David, with his boyish
figure, and little short coat. Ah! In the pocket of that coat was a
letter for her--one more letter; his farewell. And she was not to
receive it until it would be too late to send any answer.
Oh, David, David! Is all this mere accident, or are you deliberately
punishing your wife for the slight she put upon your manhood? She did it
in ignorance, David. She mounted the platform of her own ignorance, and
spoke out of the depths of her absolute inexperience.
Too late to send any answer! Yes; but there was time to answer this one.
If she caught to-night's mail, David might yet receive her reply, and
learn the truth, before he died.
Pride and Courage stepped away, leaving, unsupported, the escutcheon of
the pure true heart.
She took pen and paper and wrote her last letter to David.
* * * * *
Even had that letter been sent, so wonderful an outpouring of a woman's
pent up love and longing; so desperate a laying bare of her heart's
life, could only have been for the eye of the man for whom it was
intended. To read it would have been desecration; to print it,
sacrilege.
But the letter was not sent. Half way through, Diana suddenly remembered
that when it reached David he would be ill and weak; perhaps, actually
dying. She must not trouble his last moments, with such an outpouring of
grief and remorse; of longing and of loneliness.
And here we see the mother in Diana, coming to the fore in tender
thought for David, even in the midst of her own desperate need to tell
him all. Nothing must trouble his peace at the last.
The passionate outpouring was flung into a drawer.
Diana took fresh paper, and drew it toward her.
Courage came back to his place at the right of the escutcheon. Pride
stayed away, forever slain. But, in his stead, there stepped to the
left, the Madonna with eyes of love; the Infant in her arms.
Then Diana--thrusting back her own fierce agony, that David might die in
peace--began her final letter.
"RIVERSCOURT.
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