The Following of the Star: A RomanceBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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The Following of the Star: A Romance
Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
Clergy -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Missionaries -- Fiction
For the moment, Diana's astonishment ousted her ready tact. Whatever
else Mrs. Mallory might or might not be, Diana had certainly looked upon
her as being what Saint Paul described as a "widow indeed." And when
Mrs. Mallory went on to explain that, though her own feelings were
still uncertain and vague to a degree, dear Philip was so touchingly
pleased and happy, Diana rose and stood, with bent brows, on the
hearthrug, until Mrs. Mallory finally made it clear that by one of those
exceedingly wonderful coincidences in which we may surely trace the
finger of an All-wise Providence, the curate's Christian name was also
Philip! So the Philip who was so touchingly pleased and happy, was
Philip, number two!
This was enough for Diana. It was the final straw which broke the back
of her much enduring sympathy.
She unbent her level brows, smiled her congratulations, and, from that
moment, swept Mrs. Mallory completely out of her mind and out of her
life. She subsequently signed the cheque for a substantial
wedding-present as impersonally as, a moment later, she signed another
in payment of her coal merchant's account. Her own widowed spirit
rendered it impossible to her ever to give another conscious thought to
Mrs. Mallory.
* * * * *
At first, life in the hospital, with its incessant interest and constant
round of important duties, roused her mind to a new line of thought,
and wearied her body into sound and dreamless slumber, whenever sleep
was to be had.
But, before long, the work became routine; her physique adjusted itself
to the "on duty" and "off duty" arrangements.
Then a terrible loneliness, as regards the present, and blank despair in
regard to the future, laid hold of Diana. She seemed to have lost all.
She cared no longer for her stately home, her position in the county,
all the many advantages for which she had ventured so bold a stake. She
had now voluntarily surrendered them; and here she was, back in the
hospital, in nurse's uniform, in her small simply furnished room,
working hard, in order to escape from leisure. Here she was, in the very
position to avoid which she had married David; and, here she was, having
married David, learnt to love him, and then--lost him.
Her gift of gold seemed worth little or nothing.
Her gift of frankincense had ended in heart-broken failure.
What was left now, save myrrh--David's gift of myrrh, and her anguish in
the fact that he offered it?
During this period of blank despair, Diana went one afternoon to a
service in a place where many earnest hearts gathered each week for
praise, prayer, and Bible study. She went to please a friend, without
having personally any special expectation of profit or of enjoyment.
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