The Fool Errant: Being the Memoirs of Francis-Anthony Strelley, Esq., Citizen of LuccaHewlett, Maurice
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The Fool Errant: Being the Memoirs of Francis-Anthony Strelley, Esq., Citizen of Lucca
Hewlett, Maurice
Historical fiction
Past fatigues and present danger did not disturb my happy meditations. I
paced the cloister of San Lorenzo without regard for them, absorbed in
considering my future conduct, and the relationship in which I stood to
my little world of circumstance. It was necessary that I should make
plans for myself and for Virginia, and I made and rejected many without
modifying them one and all, as well I might have done, by allowing for
the part which the gallows, the gaol or the hulks might play in them. As
my habit has always been, I endeavoured to judge the case upon its
merits, and to adjust myself to it, not so much according to my desires
as to my duties towards it. Here--to remind the reader--are the three
factors of my problem.
1. I had, of my own act, withdrawn myself from Aurelia's society, having
done her all the reparation I could, and obtained her forgiveness.
2. I had constituted myself Virginia's champion against the Marchese
Semifonte.
3. I had killed Fra Palamone.
Now, to take these in order, it was plainly my duty to quit the side of
the fair Aurelia. Even though she were and were to remain for me the
shining orb of my firmament, in whose beam I must for ever walk--I must
not see her again. I had obtained from her all that I could hope for,
and given her quite as much as, if not more than, she desired. To stay
by her now would be to compromise her; I could not be blind to the
conviction of all my acquaintance, which saw in me that horrible
spectacle, the lover of a married woman, accepted as such by her lawful
master. Robbery! of which I could never be capable. No more of Aurelia,
then, no more. She must depart like a dream before the stern face of the
morrow--or I must depart. Happy, perhaps, for her, whatever it may have
been for me, that she herself had taken the first step when she turned
her back upon me in pique.
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