The Fool Errant: Being the Memoirs of Francis-Anthony Strelley, Esq., Citizen of LuccaHewlett, Maurice
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The Fool Errant: Being the Memoirs of Francis-Anthony Strelley, Esq., Citizen of Lucca
Hewlett, Maurice
Historical fiction
Mastering myself, I asked her in as redoubtable a voice as I could
summon, what she did here, in Pistoja. She then looked at me with her
tragic eyes--grey eyes they were, tinged with black; and looking
steadily always, without a trace of fear, she answered, "You know very
well why I am here."
"Indeed," I exclaimed, "I know nothing of the sort. I don't in the least
understand you." Her calmness, her unflinching regard were dreadful to
me. "Do you mean me to suppose that your father--?" I could not finish
with the horrid thought. She saved me that pain.
"My father has your money," said she, "and would have kept me at home if
he could. But there he reckoned without his daughter. I left home some
three hours after you, and got here before you, as you see."
I could not be indignant with her; there was that underlying her hardy
speech which forbade precipitate judgment.
"My child," I said, "what do you mean to do?"
She shrugged her thin shoulders. "It is misery at home. Here, in
Pistoja, there is not apparent misery, nor need there be any. Signer
Francesco," she said, "look at me. I am sixteen years old, a
marriageable girl, not ill-looking, not ill-made, starving, without a
lover or the portion to buy one. What is to be done with me? What is to
be the end of me? It seems that the world has to answer me that
question. Am I to stop at Condoglia, and gnaw my knuckles, and work to
the bone for another's benefit, and kennel with dogs and chicken? Why,
my going will benefit them. The chicken will have more to eat. Or say
that I do stop there--what then? Having nothing, needing much, I marry a
man of my own nation, who has even less than nothing, and needs more
than I do. In fact, he needs me only that I may fend for him. And then?
And then, Don Francesco? More knuckles to be gnawed, more starving
mouths to gnaw them, more dogs, more chicken to jostle for the pease-
straw which I and my man and the children we choose to beget shall
huddle on. Life in Condoglia! Ah, thank you for nothing, Don Francesco,
if this is what you have bought for me with your fine gold piece."
I was dismayed. I was dumb at such a callous summing-up of my honest
action. All I could stammer out was some feeble, trite protest against a
disordered life, which sounded insincere, but certainly was not that.
When I urged her in the name of religion to go home, she opened her eyes
with an expression of scornful incredulity. She was fully six years
younger than me, and yet strangely my senior. Without being told so, I
had the intuition that to appeal to her on the part of religion was to
invite failure.
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