He found Mary seated under the rose trellis beside the drive, watching
for his coming. The day was still and warm for the end of April. Birds
were singing and chattering in every branch and tree. A quail on the top
fence-rail of the wheat field called loudly to his mate.
The boy was screaming his joy over a new wagon to which Aunt Abbie had
hitched his goat. He drove by in style, lifted his chubby hand to his
mother and shouted:
“Dood-by, Doc-ter!”
The Doctor waved a smiling answer, and lapsed into a long silence.
He waked at last from his absorption to notice that Mary was
day-dreaming. The fair brow was drawn into deep lines of brooding.
“Why shadows in your eyes a day like this, little mother?” he asked
softly.
“Just thinking----”
“About a past that you should forget?”
“Yes and no,” she answered thoughtfully. “I was just thinking in this
flood of spring sunlight of the mystery of my love for such a man as the
one I married. How could it have been possible to really love him?”
“You are sure that you loved him?”
“Sure.”
“How did you know?”
“By all the signs. I trembled at his footstep. The touch of his hand,
the sound of his voice thrilled me. I was drawn by a power that was
resistless. I was mad with happiness those wonderful days that preceded
our marriage. I was madder still during our honeymoon--until the
shadows began to fall that fatal Christmas Eve.” She paused and her lips
trembled. “Oh, Doctor, what is love?”
The drooping shoulders of the man bent lower. He picked up a pebble from
the ground and flicked it carelessly across the drive, lifted his head
at last and asked earnestly:
“Shall I tell you the truth?”
“Yes--your own particular brand, please--the truth, the whole truth and
nothing but the truth.”
“I'll try,” he began soberly. “If I were a poet, naturally I would use
different language. As I'm only a prosaic doctor and physiologist I may
shock your ideals a little.”
“No matter,” she interrupted. “They couldn't well get a harder jolt than
they have had already.”
He nodded and went on:
“There are two elemental human forces that maintain life--hunger
and love. They are both utterly simple, otherwise they could not be
universal. Hunger compels the race to live. Love compels it to reproduce
itself. There has never been anything mysterious about either of
these forces and there never will be--except in the imagination of
sentimentalists.
“Nature begins with hunger. For about thirteen years she first applies
this force to the development of the body before she begins to lay the
foundation of the second. Until this second development is complete the
passion known as love cannot be experienced.
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