Ranchers -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction; Western stories
"Maybe you'll remember what I said to you about Ronny just after we
were--married. I don't guess you'll have forgotten, seeing things are as
they are. What I said then stands now. If you'd been a man I'd have
shot you down in your tracks when I got to home last night. That should
say all that need be said about how I'm feeling now. You aren't a man,
and you're my wife. Well--you're still my wife. That means it's up to
me to keep you as though this thing hadn't broken things up. I intend to
act as right as I can by you. This is your home. You must use it, if
you feel that way. The Obar has to go on. It's your means of living.
It's my means of living. Then there are others concerned in it. For
these reasons I shall carry on things, and your knowledge of this sort of
work should hand you a reasonable share in the running of this place. If
you feel you can act this way, without remembering we're man and wife,
why, I guess we can agree to live our--separate--lives under the same
roof. If you don't feel you can do this, why, you need to say so right
here an' now, an' state your wishes. I'll do my best to carry them
through, provided you understand our lives are separate from now on. Do
you get that?"
Did she get it? Could there be any mistaking those cold tones, that
ruthless decision?
From slightly behind him Elvine had stood watching with straining eyes
the still figure, speaking with so obvious a repression of feeling, his
eyes steadily fixed upon the distant horizon. Once or twice an ominous
flush had suddenly flamed up in her eyes. A deep flush had stained her
cheeks. But as he ceased speaking the same shrinking, the same humility
marked her attitude. She knew instinctively she dared not say the things
she was yearning to pour out. She knew instinctively that any such
course would at once break down that thin veneer of restraint he was
exercising. And for perhaps the first time in her life she stood awed
and cowed by a man.
But this woman was the slave of her passions, and she knew it. It was
this now that made a coward of her. With all the power of self in her
she had abandoned herself to her love for her husband. And, with slavish
submission, she was prepared to accept his words rather than banish
herself out of his presence altogether. A mad, wild hope lay somewhere
deep down in her heart that some day he could be made to forget. That
some day, through what looked to her like endless days of devotion and
help, she might win back something of what she had lost. She knew her
own attraction. She knew her own powers. Might there not then be hope
in the dim future?
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