The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
Henry laughed gaily, and pressed his lips upon her hand. "It shall all
come back again, dearest Maria," he replied, "in a very, very short
time; but in the mean while you must not let that manner pain you any
more, even though you should see it carried still farther. You have
said you do not know what my intentions are, what my course is to be.
Now, dearest Maria, listen; and do not be angry with me, even if you
think my course is a rash and imprudent one. My intentions are very
strange. Whenever I meet your uncle, I propose to treat him exactly as
I did last night--to irritate him, if you will--to goad him on, in
short, upon the course in which his suspicions would lead him--to
drive him to take the initiative in proving who I am, and to throw no
obstacles in his way, except such as may stimulate him to proceed the
more fiercely. In this course I even intend to make you art and part,
with a sort of bold and almost impudent recklessness, which, believe
me, I should never dream of were the circumstances different. I know
not whether Maria will forgive me, nor how she may herself be disposed
to act; but wherever I meet her, especially where Mr. Scriven is
present, my feelings towards her will appear undisguised: I will seek
her as an object of deep and ardent attachment; and though, of course,
my conduct shall be regulated by the ordinary proprieties of life, so
as not to pain her feelings by calling the gaze of the multitude upon
us, yet no one shall see me near her and doubt that she is dearer to
me than any other being upon earth. How will Maria act with so strange
a man?"
Maria smiled gladly; for, though there was much that she did not
comprehend, many motives that she did not see, objects that were
hidden, yet through the mist there gleamed things pleasant to her
eyes--hopes, assurances, affections, that seemed bright and happy. He
could not so act, he could not so speak, without deep love, without
strong expectation.
"She will act as you would wish her, Henry," she replied. "A promise
once given is with me binding for ever, nor will I shrink from avowing
it--no, nor attempt to conceal it. But I will not endeavour, Henry,
either to say or to determine how I will act. I will let my conduct
towards you take its natural course. The feelings in my heart, the
confidence, the trust, will ensure that it shall be such as will not
be disagreeable to you; and I am sure that whatever you think it right
to do will be so guided as not to render it painful to me."
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