The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
"This is velvet, is it? Well, my dear, I did not know it. I have
remarked, indeed, occasionally, that my dress is somewhat different
from that of other people, and now I will tell you how it has
happened. A great number of years ago--some fifty, I dare say--I was
just as full of fancies and vanities as you or any other young person
of the present time, and perhaps was a little bit of a beau, and might
affect some singularity of apparel. I can talk of the matter very
coolly now, for age has extinguished passions, and softened even
bitter memories. I met with a very painful disappointment. A young
lady to whom I was sincerely attached, and who, I believe, was
sincerely attached to me, died in a moment, on the very morning
appointed for our marriage. I bore the bereavement, I am sorry to say,
neither as a Christian nor as a philosopher; and I soon found that, if
I went on mingling with the world, as the idle and light portion of
society is generally called, I should lose what little senses I still
possessed. I determined to make a great struggle, and a great struggle
it was. I applied myself to the most important subjects I could find
out or devise. I studied divinity, I visited the poor, I visited
hospitals, I visited prisons. For ten years I would never suffer my
mind to rest, even for one moment, upon what I considered a trifle;
and my directions about my clothes, whenever I wanted anything new,
were to make them exactly like those which I was wearing. At the end
of these ten years, when my object was gained and my mind had somewhat
recovered its tone, I did perceive that my dress was somewhat
old-fashioned; but I thought it was not worth while to change, and I
have never given any fresh directions since. Thus, at any time during
the last fifty years, you would have seen me in a coat of exactly the
same cut, of the same colour, and of the same texture. Four times in
the year it comes in regularly, is placed upon the clotheshorse in my
room, and I put it on, often without knowing that it is new, unless it
pinches me under the arms. I certainly shall not change it now,
because nobody would know me if I did; for one's face forms so small a
part of one's personal appearance, that old Hargrave's coat and
waistcoat are much more easily recognised, I fancy, than old
Hargrave's eyes and nose would be."
"You're a dear old man," said Lady Anne; "and I love you, velvet coat
and all."
"I am glad to hear it," replied Mr. Hargrave, "for I have loved all
your family, my dear, very truly."
In such sort of conversation passed the time, till at length a pair of
great gates appeared, and the carriage rolled through into the park.
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