The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
Maria had resisted strongly. Expectation, anxiety, even the terror of
her aunt's communication, had not drawn a tear from her; but when she
saw him whom she loved and feared for, there before her safe and well,
the bright drops rose up in her eyes.
Was it wonderful that she should feel so? Perhaps not: and yet the
most wonderful things that I know of in the world are the emotions of
the human heart--surpassingly mysterious. We are habituated to them;
we feel or we mark them in others every day, and our wonder ceases;
but who can account for them?--whence do they arise?--in what deep
well of the soul have they their source? Take any emotion you will and
drive it home--you will be puzzled to trace it to the end. We say, it
is natural for man to have a fondness for this, a repugnance to that;
but in so saying we assume the whole groundwork--we assert, but do not
explain. Why did Maria so feel for the man before her? Why had she
feared for him as she was incapable of fearing for herself? Why would
she at that moment have willingly sacrificed her life for him? Why was
the sense of rejoicing so overpowering, when the immediate anxiety for
him was at an end? How had he contrived, in so short a space, to
change the whole current of her feelings--to concentrate, as it were,
every thought and affection, which had previously ranged wide and far,
diffused over all things that surrounded her, upon himself alone--to
transmute his interests into her interests, and to bind their future
fates together by a strong and indissoluble tie, inseparable for ever?
So it was, however; and at that moment, as Maria stood at the window
and saw him spring from the carriage, she felt that it was so, more
than she had ever felt before. In a few moments the whole party were
assembled in the drawing-room; but these few moments had been enough
to calm the minds of those who had been waiting, to that point, at
least, where joy is unmingled with agitation. Lady Fleetwood was
delighted to see everybody, but especially Colonel Middleton, to whom
she was now profuse in kindness and attention, in order to make up for
the little _faux pas_ which her niece's words showed her she had
committed. She was the best-hearted, kindest woman in the world; but
she did not see, or she would not see, that Colonel Middleton's whole
thoughts were upon Maria, and that the first five minutes were in some
sort Maria's due. Lady Fleetwood talked to him; she inquired after his
journey, as if he had been a sick man or lame; she assured him more
than once how glad she was to see him in Northumberland, as if she had
utterly despaired of seeing him there at all; and she effectually
contrived to prevent him, for a full quarter of an hour after his
arrival, from doing more than merely shaking hands with her he loved.
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