The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Forgery; or, Best Intentions.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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"No," she answered, "but very soon. Your height and figure being so
much changed, together with the other circumstances you have
mentioned, as well as the conviction that you had been long dead,
blinded me at first; but after a few words, you looked at me as you
sometimes used to do when we were boy and girl; and then a sudden
feeling--for I cannot call it anything else--came over me, that it
must be Henry. For a little time I dared not look at you again; but
when I told you of Lord Milford's death, and you stood gazing on the
ground, with the eyelids drooping over the eyes, I became quite sure,
and trembled so that I could hardly support myself."
They were pleasant words to the ear of Henry Hayley--they were indeed
very sweet. To any man, and under almost any circumstances, they might
well be so; for the deep interest of a beautiful and amiable being
like that could surely never be a matter of indifference, and such
emotions as those words betrayed could not exist without a deep
interest. But in Henry they excited very peculiar feelings. In long,
homeless wanderings--in strange turns of fate and struggles with the
world--in sorrows and reverses, in prosperity and distress--he had
still asked himself, "Do those loved so dearly still remember me with
affection? or do they hate and contemn me? or have they forgotten me,
as amongst the dead?" Amongst those he thought of, when he put such
questions to his own heart, certainly Maria Monkton had ever been
prominent.
As I have shown, when he fled from England, though not yet sixteen, he
was much more manly in thought and feeling than most boys of his age.
He had loved Maria almost as a brother might love: he had thought her
the most beautiful as well as the most amiable of creatures, it is
true; and perhaps he might have gone on only loving her with brotherly
love, if he had never been separated from her. When, however, in after
years he had suffered his mind to rest upon the past--when he had
asked himself, "Does Maria remember me still?" and when he had
wondered what she was like then--there had mingled with such thoughts
tenderer and more imaginative feelings. He had thought, "Perhaps, if I
had remained and all gone well, Maria might have become my wife;" and
then the beautiful eyes that he remembered, and the sweet smile, and
the many affectionate looks of the past would return to the sight,
almost as distinct and clear as if her face were still before him. He
knew not--when to save a father he abandoned his country, and
encountered danger, sorrow, and despair--how much he really loved the
girl who now sat beside him again; but he had discovered it
afterwards; and now, how sweet--how very sweet it was to find that her
bosom could thrill with such emotions on his account.
He gazed on her face while she spoke; but when she paused, he bent
down his eyes again, and let the mind plunge into a sea of memories.
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