The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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The last sentence had a dreadful effect on Wilmot. In the agitation,
the surprise, the pain of this interview, he had almost forgotten
time; the present reality had nearly escaped him. He had been rapt
away into a world of feeling, of passion; he had been absorbed in the
sense of a discovery, and of something which seemed like an impossible
injustice. With Henrietta's words it all vanished, and he remembered,
with a start, that his wife lay dead upstairs. They were not talking
of a life long extinguished, which in former years might have been
made happier by him, but of one which had ended only a few hours ago;
a life whose forsaken tenement was still untouched by "decay's
effacing fingers." With all this new knowledge fresh upon him, with
all this bewildering conviction of irreparable wrong, he might look
upon the calm young face again. Not as he had looked upon it
yesterday; not with the deep sorrow and the irresistible though
unjustified compassion with which death in youth is always regarded,
but with an exceeding and heart-rending bitterness, in comparison with
which even that repentant grief was mild and merciful. The fixedness,
the blank, the silence, would be far more dreadful, far more
reproachful now, when he knew that he had never understood, never
appreciated her--had unwittingly tortured her; now when he knew that,
in all her youth and beauty, she had been glad to die. Glad to die!
The words had a tremendous, an unbearable meaning for him. If even the
last month could have been unlived! If only he had not had _that_ to
reproach himself with, to justify _her!_ In vain, in vain. In that one
moment of unspeakable suffering Wilmot felt that his punishment,
however grave his offence, was greater than he could bear.
He turned away from Henrietta with the air of a man to whom another
word would be intolerable, and sat down wearily. She stood still,
looking at him, as if awaiting an answer or a dismissal.
At length she said, "Have you forgotten, Dr. Wilmot, that I asked your
permission to carry out Mabel's wish?"
"No," he said drearily, "I remember. Of course do as you like; I
should say, as she directed. I suppose the object of her request was,
that I should see her no more, in death either. Well, well--it is
fortunate that did not succeed too." He spoke in a patient, broken
tone, which touched Henrietta's heart. But her perverted notion of
truth and loyalty to the dead held her back from showing any sign of
softening. Just as she was leaving the room he said:
"Such a course is very unusual, is it not?"
"I believe so," she replied; "but the servants know it was her
desire."
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