The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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Chudleigh Wilmot went direct to his own house after his interview with
Henrietta, and gave himself up to the emotions which possessed him.
Not a shadow of doubt did he now entertain that his wife had destroyed
herself. In the skill and ingenuity with which he invested the act, in
his active fancy, which had read the story from the unconscious
narrative of Henrietta, he recognised a touch of insanity, which his
experience taught him was not very rare in cases similar to that of
his wife. To a certain extent he was relieved by the conviction that
when she had done the irrevocable deed she was not in her right mind.
But what had led to it? what had been the predisposing causes? His
conscience, awakened too late, his heart, softened too late, gave him
a stern and searching answer. Her life had been unhappy, and she had
made her escape from it. He was as much to blame as if he had
voluntarily and actively made her wretched. He saw this now by the
light of that keener susceptibility, that higher understanding, which
had been kindled within him. It had been kindled by the magic touch of
love. Another woman had made him see into his wife's heart, and
understand her life. What was he to do now? how was it to be with him
in the future? He hardly dared to think. Sometimes his mind dwelt on
the possibility that it might not be as he believed it was, and the
only means of resolving his doubts suggested itself. He might have
Mabel's body exhumed, and then the truth would be known. But he shrank
with horror from the thought, as from a dishonour to her memory. If he
took such a step, it must be accounted for; and could he, would he
dare to cast such a slur upon the woman who, if she had done this
deed, had resorted to it because, as his wife, she was miserable? Had
he any right, supposing it was all a dreadful delusion that she had
meddled with his poisons for some trivial motive, however
inexplicable,--had he any right to solve his own doubts at such a
price as their exposure to cold official eyes? No--a resolute negative
was the reply of his heart to these questions; and he made up his mind
that his punishment must be lifelong irremediable doubt, to be borne
with such courage as he could summon, but never to be escaped from or
left behind.
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