The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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But Chudleigh Wilmot was in a rage at last. By nature he was anything
but a coward, was endowed with a keen sensitiveness, and scrupulously
honourable. His abstraction, his studiousness, his simple unworldly
ways--for there were few more unworldly men than the rising
fashionable physician--all prevented his easily recognising that he
was a butt for intentional ribaldry or insult; but when, as in this
case, he did see it, it touched him to the quick. As a boy he could
laugh at the practical jokes of his fellow-students; as a man he
writhed under and rebelled against the first slight that since his
manhood he had received. What was to be done? This young man, this
Captain Kilsyth, her brother, had studiously and purposely insulted
him, and insulted him before her. As this thought rushed through
Wilmot's mind, as he stood as though rooted to the spot where they had
left him in the drawing-room in Brook-street, his first feeling was to
rush after Ronald and strike him to the ground as the penalty of his
presumption. His fingers itched to do it, clenched themselves
involuntarily, as his teeth set and his nostrils dilated
involuntarily. What good would that do? None. Come of it what might,
Madeleine's name would be mixed up with it, and--Ah, good God! he saw
it all; saw the newspaper paragraph with the sensation-heading,
"Fracas in private life between a gallant Officer and a distinguished
Physician;" he saw the blanks and asterisks under which Madeleine's
name would be concealed; he guessed the club scandal which--No, that
would never do. He must give up all thoughts of avenging himself in
that manner, for her sake. Better bear what he had borne, better bear
slight and insult worse a thousandfold, than have her mixed up in a
newspaper paragraph, or given over to the genial talk of society.
He must bear it, put up with the insult, swallow his disgust, forego
his revenge. There was not enough of the Christian element in
Chudleigh Wilmot's composition to render this line of conduct at all
palatable to him; but it was necessary, and should be pursued. He had
gone through all this in his thought, and arrived at this
determination before he moved from the drawing-room. Then he walked
quietly down to Lady Muriel's boudoir, entered, chatted with her
ladyship for five minutes on indifferent topics, and took his leave,
perfectly cool without, raging hot within.
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