The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
would never consent to his marriage with Madeleine.
He must at once free himself from the chance of any story of this kind
being promulgated. The more he thought the matter over, the more he
saw the impossibility of again going to Brook-street, after what had
occurred; the impossibility of his absence passing without remark and
inquiry by Kilsyth; the impossibility of Ronald's withholding his
statement of his own conduct in the matter, and his reasons for that
conduct. For an instant a ray of hope shot through Chudleigh Wilmot's
soul, as he thought that perhaps the reasons might be infinitely less
serious and less damaging than he had depicted them to himself; but it
died out again at once, and he acknowledged to himself the
hopelessness of his situation. He had been indulging in a day-dream
from which he had been rudely and ruthlessly waked, and his action
must now be prompt and decisive. There was an end to it all; it was
Kismet, and he must accept his fate. No combined future for Madeleine
and him; their paths lay separate, and must be trodden separately at
once; her brother was right, his own dead wife was right--it is not to
be!
There must be no blinking or shuffling with the question now, he
thought. To remain in London without visiting in Brook-street would
evoke immediate and peculiar attention; and it was plain that Ronald
Kilsyth had determined that Dr. Wilmot's visits to Brook-street were
not to be renewed. He must leave London, must leave England at once.
He must go abroad for six months, for a year; must give up his
practice, and seek change and repose in fresh scenes. He would spoil
his future by so doing, blow up and shatter the fabric which he had
reared with such industry and patience and self-denial; but what of
that? He should ascribe his forced expatriation and retreat to loss of
health, and he should at least reap pity and condolence; whereas now
every moment that he remained upon the scene he ran the chance of
being overwhelmed with obloquy and scorn. He could imagine, vividly
enough, how the patients whom he had refused to flatter, whose
self-imagined maladies he had laughed at and ridiculed, would turn
upon him; how his brother practitioners, who had always hated him for
his success, would point to the fulfilment of their never-delivered
prophecies, and make much of their own idleness and incompetency; how
the medical journals which he had riddled and scathed would issue
fierce diatribes over his fall, or, worse than all, sympathise with
the profession on--he could almost see the words in print before
him--"the breach of that confidence which is the necessary and sacred
bond between the physician and the patient."
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