The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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As Chudleigh Wilmot stopped speaking, he bent over the back of the
chair by which he had been standing during the latter part of his
speech, and looked long and earnestly at Ronald. It was very seldom
that Captain Kilsyth dropped his eyes before anyone's gaze; but on
this occasion he passed his hand hastily across them, and kept them
for some minutes fixed upon the ground. A very hard struggle was going
on in Ronald Kilsyth's mind. He was firmly persuaded that the decision
he had originally taken, and which he had come to Charles-street for
the purpose of insisting on with Wilmot, was the right one. And yet
Wilmot's story, in itself so touching, had been so plainly and
earnestly told, there was such evident honesty and candour in the man,
that Ronald's heart ached to be compelled to destroy the hopes which
he felt certain that his companion had recently cherished. Moreover,
in saying that in considering Madeleine's future, his aspirations for
her marriage took no heed of rank or wealth, Ronald simply spoke the
truth. He had a slight tendency to hero-worship; and a man of Wilmot's
talent, and, as he now found, of Wilmot's integrity and gentlemanly
feeling, was just the person of whose friendship and alliance he would
have been proud. Madeleine too? In his own heart Ronald felt perfectly
certain that Madeleine was already gratefully fond of her preserver,
and would soon become as passionately attached to him as the mildness
of her nature would admit; while he knew that she would not feel that
she was descending from her social position--that she was "marrying
beneath her," to use the ordinarily accepted phrase, in the smallest
degree. And yet--no, it was impossible! He, Ronald Kilsyth, the last
man in the world to care for the talk of "_on_," "they," "everybody,"
the social scandal, and the club chatter, while it concerned himself,
shrunk from it most sensitively when it threatened anyone dear to
him. Physicians were all very well--everyone knew them of course,
necessarily; but their wives--Ronald was trying to recollect how many
physicians' wives he had ever met in society, when he recollected that
it was Madeleine, who would of course hold her own position; and--and
then came a thought of Lady Muriel, and the influence which she had
over his father when they were both tolerably agreed upon the subject.
It was impossible; and he must say so.
He looked up straightforwardly and honestly at his companion, and
said, "I wish to God that I could give you a different answer, Dr.
Wilmot; but I cannot. I still think it is impossible."
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