The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
At Eton, whither he was sent so soon as he arrived at the proper age,
he very shortly obtained the same character. Pursuing the strict path
of duty,--industrious, punctual, and regular, with very fair
abilities, and scrupulously making the most of them,--he never lost an
opportunity and never made a friend. All that was good of him his
masters always said; but they stopped there; they never said anything
that was kind. In school they could not help respecting him; out of
school they would as soon have thought of making Ronald Kilsyth their
companion as of taking _Hind's Algebra_ for pleasant reading. And it
was the same with his schoolfellows. They talked of his steadiness and
of his hard-working with pride, as reflecting on themselves and the
whole school. They speculated as to what he would do in the future,
and how he would show that the stories that had been told about Eton
were all lies, don't you know? and how Kilsyth would go up to
Cambridge, and show them what the best public school--the only school
for English gentlemen, you know--could do; and _Floreat Etona_, and
all that kind of thing, old fellow. But Ronald Kilsyth, during the
whole of his Eton pupilage, never had a chum--never knew what it was
to share a confidence, add to a pleasure, or lighten a grief. Did he
feel this? Perhaps more acutely than could have been imagined; but
being, as he was, proud, shy, sensitive, and above all queer, he took
care that no one knew what his feelings were, or whether he had any at
all on the subject.
Queer! that was the word by which they called him at Eton, and
which, after all, expressed his disposition better than any other.
Strong-minded, clear-headed, generous, and brave, with an outer coating
of pride, shyness, reserve, and a mixture of all which passed current
for _hauteur_. With a strong contempt for nearly everything in which
his contemporaries found pleasure,--save in the excess of exercise, as
that he thoroughly understood and appreciated,--and with a wearying
desire to find pleasure for himself; with an impulse to exertion and
work, accountable to himself only on the score of duty, but having no
definite end or aim; with a restless longing to make his escape from
the thraldom of conventionality, and rush off and do something
somewhere far away from the haunts of men. With all the morbidness of
the hero of _Locksley Hall_, without the excuse of having been jilted,
and without any of the experience of that sweetly modulated cynic,
Ronald Kilsyth, obeying his father's wish, and thereby again following
the paths of duty, was gazetted to the Life-Guards--the exact position
for a young gentleman in his condition.
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