The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
In the cab Dr. Wilmot is thinking about Ronald. A blunt rough customer
rather, but with a wonderful look of his sister about him; not
traceable to any feature in particular, but in the general expression.
His sister!--now a memory and a dream--with the bit of blue ribbon as
the sole tangible reminiscence of her. She is among her friends now;
and probably at this moment some one is sitting close by her, close as
he used to sit, and he is forgotten already, or but thought of as--Not
a pleasant manner, Captain Kilsyth's. Studiously polite, no doubt, but
with an undercurrent of badly-veiled suspicion and reserve. What could
that mean? Dr. Wilmot knew that his conduct towards the Kilsyth
family, so far at least as its outward expression was concerned, had
merited nothing but gratitude from every member of it. Why, then, was
the young man embarrassed and suspicious? Could he--pshaw! how could
he by any possible means have become aware of the Doctor's secret
feelings towards Miss Kilsyth--feelings so secret that they had never
been breathed in words to mortal? Perfectly absurd! It is conscience
that makes cowards of us all; and the Doctor decides that it is
conscience which has made him pervert Captain Kilsyth's naturally cold
manner so ridiculously.
Well, it is all over now! He is just back again at his old life, and
he must give up the day-dreams of the past month and fall back into
his professional habits. Looking out of the cab window at the long
monotonous row of dirty-brown houses, at the sloppy street, at the
pushing crowds on the foot-pavement, listening to the never-ceasing
roar of wheels, he can hardly believe that he has only just returned
from mountain, and heather, and distance, and fresh air, and
comparative solitude! Back again! The reception at home from "ten till
one," the old ladies' pulses and the old gentlemen's tongues, the
wearied listening to the symptoms, the stethoscopical examination and
the prescription-writing; then the afternoon visits, with the
repetition of all the morning's details; the hospital lecture; the
dull cold formal dinner with Mabel; and the evening's reading and
writing,--without one bright spot in the entire daily round, without
one cheering hope, one--
A smell of tan!--the street in front of his door strewed with tan!
Some one ill close by. What is this strange sickness that comes over
him--this sinking at his heart--this clamminess of his brow and hands?
The cab has scarcely stopped before he has jumped out, and has knocked
at the door. Not his usual sharp decisive knock, but feebly and
hesitatingly. He notices this himself, and is wondering about it, when
the door opens, and his servant, always solemn, but now
preternaturally grave, appears.
"Glad to see you at last, sir," says the man, "though you're too
late!"
"Too late!" echoes Wilmot vacantly; "too late!--what for?"
"For God's sake, sir," says the man, startled out of his ordinary
quietude; "you got the telegram?"
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