The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
men of the time, and an intimation was conveyed to him that Government
would be glad to avail themselves of his services.
And the old wearing, tearing feeling of love and disappointment and
regret which had blighted so many hours of his life, and which he
thought at one time would sap life itself, was gone, was it? Well, not
entirely. It had been an era in his life which was never to be
forgotten, which was never to be otherwise renewed. Night after night
he saw pretty charming girls, all of whom would have been pleased by a
flattering word from the celebrated Dr. Wilmot, many of whom would
have listened more than complacently to anything he might have chosen
to say to them,--"he is very rich, my dear, and goes into excellent
society." But he never said anything, because he never thought
anything of the kind. Sometimes when alone, in the pauses of his work,
he would look up from off his book or his paper, and then straightway
he would see--although his thoughts had been previously engrossed with
something entirely different--a bright flushed face, with blue eyes,
and a nimbus of golden hair surrounding it. But for a moment he would
see it, and then it would fade away; but in that moment how many
memories had it evoked! Sometimes he would take from a special drawer
in his desk a small knot of blue ribbon, and a thin letter, frayed in
its folds, and bearing traces of having been for some time carried in
the pocket. Slight memorials these of the only love of a lifetime
which had now extended to some forty years; not much to show in return
for an all-absorbing passion which at one time threatened to have dire
effect on his health, on his life--yet cherished all the more,
perhaps, on account of their insignificance! These were memorials of
Miss Kilsyth, be it understood: of Mrs. Ramsay Caird Chudleigh always
rigidly repeated to himself that he knew nothing--that he never would
know anything.
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