The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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Yes, she was dead; had died with a smile upon her lips; had died at
peace and charity with all; had died knowing that the man whom she had
looked up to and reverenced, had loved with all the pure and guileless
love of her young heart, had loved her also, and had so loved her that
he had suffered in silence, and only spoken when the confession could
bring no remorse to her, even no longing regret for what might have
been. Even no longing regret? No! "Happy, _quand même_," were the last
words that ever passed her lips; "happy, _quand même_,"--she had been
something to him after all! In the few short and fleeting hours which
she had passed between hearing Chudleigh Wilmot's confession, wrung
from his heart by the great agony which possessed him, she had
pondered over the words which he had spoken with inexpressible
delight. What can we tell, we creatures moulded in coarser clay,
creatures of baser passions, soiled in the perpetual contact with
earth, its mean fears and gross aspirations, if aspirations they may
be called,--what can we tell of the feelings of a young girl like
this? Death, which we contemplate as the King of Terrors, threatening
us with his uplifted dart, and destined to drag us away from the stage
of life, bright with its tawdry tinsel, and its garish splendour, came
to her in softer and more kindly guise. For months she had been
expecting the advent of the "shadow cloaked from head to foot," in
whose gentle embrace she knew that she must shortly find herself.
Those around her, her loving, doating father, Lady Muriel, Ronald,
softened by the silent contemplation of her gradually-decreasing
strength, the daily ebbing of physical force, the daily loosening of
even the slight hold on life which she possessed, visible even to his
unpractised eyes,--none of these had the smallest idea that the frail
delicate creature, round whose couch they stood day by day with forced
smiles and feigned hope, knew better than any of them, better even
than he whose professional skill had never been brought into such
play, how swiftly the current of her life was bearing her on to the
great rapids of Eternity. And if before she had heard those burning
words, intensified by the agony shown in the choking voice in which
they found their utterance, she had been able calmly and not
unwillingly to contemplate her fate, how much greater had been her
resignation, how much more readily did she accept the fiat when she
learned that the one love of her life had been returned; and that,
despite of all that had come between them, despite the interposition
of the dread barrier which had apparently so effectually separated
them from each other, the man who had been to her far beyond all
others, had singled her out as the object of his adoration!
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