The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
He had a hurried meal--hurried, not because he had anything to do, and
wanted to get through with it, but because he had no appetite, and
what was placed before him was tasteless and untempting--and sat
himself down in his old writing-chair in his consulting-room to ponder
over his past and his future. He should leave that house; he must.
Though Mr. Foljambe had made no binding requirement, the expression of
his wish was enough. Wilmot must leave that house, and obey his
benefactor's behests by taking up his residence in Portland-place. He
had never thought much of it before, but now he felt that he loved the
place in which so much of his life had been passed, and felt very loth
to leave it. He recollected when he had fire moved into it, when his
practice began to increase and his name began to be known. He
remembered how his friends had said that it was necessary he should
take up his position in a good West-end street, and how alarmed he
was, when the lease was signed and the furniture--rather scanty and
very poor, but made to look its best by Mabel's disposition and
taste--had been moved in, lest he should be unable to pay the heavy
rent. He recollected perfectly the first few patients who had come to
see him there: some sent by old Foljambe, some droppers-in from the
adjacent military club, allured by the bright door-plate; old
gentlemen wishing to be young again, and young gentlemen in
constitution rather more worn and debilitated than the oldest of the
veterans. He remembered his delight when the first great person ever
sent for him; how he had treasured the note requesting his visit; how
he had gone to his club and slily looked up the family in the Peerage;
and how when he first stood before Lady Hernshaw, and listened to her
account of her infant's feverish symptoms, he could, if he had been
required, have gone through an examination in the origin and progress
of the Hawke family, with the names of all the sons and daughters
extant, and come out triumphantly. His well-loved books were ranged in
due order on the walls round him; on the table before him stood the
lamp by whose light he had gathered and reproduced that learning
which had gained him his fame and his position. In that house all
is early struggles had been gone through; he remembered the first
dinner-parties which had been given under Mabel's superintendence, her
diffidence and fright, his nervousness and anxiety. And now that was
all of the past; Mabel had vanished for ever and aye; and soon the old
house and its belongings, its associations and traditions, would know
him no more. What had he gained during those few years? Fame,
position, men's good word, the envy of his brother-professionals, and,
recently, wealth. What had he lost? Youth, spirit, energy, the at one
time all-sufficing love of study and progress in his science, content;
and, latterly, the day-spring of a new existence, the hope of a new
world which had opened so fairly and so promisingly before him. The
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