Her father? Was he her father? Was it a father who had sold her so,
careless, callous--or was it only a father's semblance, and did
there lie in the background of those petted, childish years some
darker shadow, of a tragedy that had wrecked her mother's life and
broken her heart--?
Like flashing light that look passed between them. It penetrated
Tewfick's nonchalant guard and brought the unaccustomed color to his
olive cheeks. His handsome eyes turned uneasily aside. A girl's
pique perhaps, at the situation, her last defiance of his
power,--but for all his reassurance there was something deeper in
that look, something tenable, accusing, which went into his soul.
It was a moment in which the last cord of their relationship was
severed forever.
She did not speak a word. She bent, not to kiss his hand as custom
dictated, but to sweep a long, slow courtesy, that salutation of a
maid of spirit to a conqueror, a bending of the pliant back, but
with the head held high and the spirit unsurrendered.
And yet there was wretchedness in those proud eyes and a blind fear
and supplication.
Useless to beg now. She knew it, and yet the eyes implored.
And then she smiled. And before that smile Tewfick faltered in his
paternal benediction and hastened the phrases.
Little murmurs flew back and forth as she turned away, and then a
hasty chatter sprang up as the guests hurried into their tcharchafs
for the journey to the bridegroom's house.
That day Aimée did not put on her veil. On either side of her, as
she went out her father's gate, huge negroes held up silken walls of
damask, and between those walls she walked into the carriage that
awaited her, followed by Madame de Coulevain and the two little
maids of honor.
It was when the carriage began to move that the panic inside of her
grew to whirlwind. The horse' hoofs, trotting, trotting, the motion
of the wheels, seemed to be the onbearing rush of fate itself. If
she could only stop it! If she could only cry out, tear open the
windows, scream to the passers by. She knew these were only the
impotent visions of hysteria, but she indulged them pitifully.
She saw herself, in those moments, helpless, and hopeless, passing
on into the slavery of this marriage--Aimée, no longer the daughter
of Tewfick Pasha, but Aimée Delcassé, child of a dead Frenchman,
inheritor of freedom, sold like any dancing girl....
And her own lips had assented. In the supreme, silly uselessness of
sacrifice she had given herself for the safety of that man who had
spent such careless indulgence upon her ... that man whom perhaps
her mother had loved and perhaps had hated....
Faster and faster the horses were trotting, leading the long file of
carriages and impatient motors that bore the relatives and guests
and trousseau, rolling on under the lebbeks and sycamores of the
wide Shubra Avenue, once the delight of fashionables before the
Gezireh Drive had drained it of its throngs and its prestige.
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