Cold sweat stood out all over him; it ran down his face in trickling
streams and his body was drenched with that clammy dew of fear.
He tried to count the minutes, the hours, to estimate how long he
would hold out....
And then he heard his own voice saying very distinctly and clearly
and dispassionately, "This thing is absurd."
It was absurd. It was idiotic. It was utterly irrational. It was an
impossible end for an able-bodied young American, an excavator of no
mean attainments, a young scholar and explorer of twentieth century
science, a sane, modern, harmless young man, to die immured in the
ancient walls of a Turkish palace--because he had invaded a marriage
reception and intervened between man and wife.
Violent death in any form must always appear absurd to the young and
energetic. And the fantastic horror of his death removed it
definitely from any realm of possibility. The thing simply could not
happen.... He thought of the amazement and the incredulity of his
friends....
Dangers in plenty they had warned him against, to his youthful
amusement--sand storms and chills and raw fruit and unboiled waters,
but they had not warned him against veiled women and the resentments
of outraged lords and masters.
He thought of his mother's consternation and dismay. He thought of
his father's stern amazement.... What an awful jolt it would give
them, he reflected, with an irrational tickling of young humor.
But no, it would not. They would never know. Not a word of this fate
would percolate into the world without. Not a comment upon his true
end would enliven the daily columns of the East Middleton
_Monitor_. Never would it regret the tragic and romantic interment
of a young native son of talent, buried alive by a revengeful
general of the Sultan....
He amused himself by writing the paragraph that would never be
written. Then he told himself that he was lightheaded and hysterical
and that he had better wonder what would actually be written. What
explanation would be found?
A desert storm perhaps, or some accident. McLean would poke
about--but for all McLean knew he might be on his way back to camp
that very moment. And sometimes he went by sailing canoe, and a
rented horse, and sometimes by the accredited steamer and a camel,
and sometimes by tram or train to the nearest station. Even McLean's
mind and McLean's Copts wouldn't make much of all the alternatives
that his unsettled habits had afforded.
Was there any possibility of his being traced, of any rescue
reaching him? He thought hard and long upon his last free moments.
Jinny Jeffries knew that he was in the palace, and Jinny had been
reiteratedly warned about the danger of betraying that knowledge. It
would take some little time for alarm before Jinny said anything.
And it would take a little time for Jinny to begin to worry.
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