"I know. But you are here--to be seen--not when I want you, for that
would be every hour of the day--but, at least, in times of emergency.
You are here, all the same, in the atmosphere of my life."
"And if I go abroad I shall no longer be in that atmosphere? Did I not
say you would forget?"
She laughed. Then quickly started forward, and, elbow on knee and chin
on palm, regarded him brightly. "We are talking like a couple of people
out of Mademoiselle de Scudery," she said before he had time to reply.
"And we are in the twentieth century, mon pauvre ami. We must be
sensible. I know that you will miss me. And I will miss you too. Mais
que voulez-vous? We have to obey the laws of the world we live in."
"Need we?" asked Paul daringly. "Why need we?"
"We must. I must go away to my own country. You must stay in yours and
work and fulfill your ambitions." She paused. "I want you to be a great
man," she said, with a strange tenderness in her voice.
"With you by my side," said he, "I feel I could conquer the earth."
"As your good friend I shall always be by your side. Vous voyez, mon
cher Paul," she went on quickly in French. "I am not quite as people
see me. I am a woman who is lonely and not too happy, who has had
disillusions which have embittered her life. You know my history. It is
public property. But I am young. And my heart is healed--and it craves
faith and tenderness and--and friendship. I have many to flatter me. I
am not too ugly. Many men pay their court to me, but they do not touch
my heart. None of them even interest me. I don't know why. And then I
have my rank, which imposes on me its obligations. Sometimes I wish I
were a little woman of nothing at all, so that I could do as I like.
Mais enfin, I do what I can. You have come, Paul Savelli, with your
youth and your faith and your genius, and you pay your court to me like
the others. Yes, it is true--and as long as it was amusing, I let it go
on. But now that you interest me, it is different. I want your success.
I want it with all my heart. It is a little something in my life--I
confess it--quelque chose de tres joli--and I will not spoil it. So let
us be good friends, frank and loyal--without any Scudery." She looked
at him with eyes that had lost their languor--a sweet woman's eyes, a
little moist, very true. "And now," she said, "will you be so kind as
to put a log on the fire."
Paul rose and threw a log on the glowing embers, and stood by her side.
He was deeply moved. Never before had she so spoken. Never before had
she afforded a glimpse of the real woman. Her phrases, so natural, so
sincere, in her own tongue, and so caressive, stirred the best in him.
The glamour passed from the royal lady; only the sweet and beautiful
woman remained.
"I will be what you will, my Princess," he said.
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